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3 years ago I was really depressed but working on trying to start working as a teacher again. I moved to Tacoma for a job, was going to the gym and working out/doing water areobics. I joined both a DnD group at the library and a table tennis club as well. I was socializing a bit.

Then Covid happened and I got bad pnuemonia. Ended up living in a basement for most of a year then moved with the previous owners (of the basement) to a home out on Steamboat Island which is 30 minutes away from town.

Needless to say I didn't get out much or socialize, at all really till the covid shots were available. I had some people live with me 2 winters ago now for 6 months, which was nice, but have not interacted with people much since then.

Now my car has a busted back window so I can't drive it when it rains/snows, and I have not gotten another covid shot in almost a year due to my reaction last time (I just avoid interacting with people instead). I am now completely and totally a hermit.

So yeah, my life was pretty bad 3 years ago, but I was trying and it had potential to get better. At this point I have enough medical crap (which I have not dealt with cause I don't go into town), have lost most of my eyesight and just have no energy/motivation/fucks to give.

Don't think I have another restart/get back on the horse in me at this point, just basically passing the time till eventually my medical crap kills me.