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g0ldie posted...

at the time, you weren't talking about how toxic she was, though; you would just go on about how she wanted to be around you, and iirc, you would say that you loved her or something when people told you to end things.

as far as the TN thing goes, that would have still been an income that most people couldn't even hope for, and there are a lot worse places people can be with less options.

I'm not saying that you're not going through negative things, since I don't know your situation, but I also feel like you tend to see everything in a negative way.

Yeah. It's usually a combination of both. I find those people who have so little and are always spreading joy anyway to be the heros. Not saying you gotta be like that or can be. It probably is largely based around your upbringing as a kid too, but it's something I strive for as I age. Being a positive energy even when everything around me could be twisted in a negative way.