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Hmm. Yeah. Makes sense. She's always been pretty defensive about things, even being called defensive. That's something to figure out down the line, if the relationship survives.

I mean we've discussed possibly breaking up as a result of these fights and I said some pretty awful things during them so I get it.

But like, I was so crushed SERIOUSLY thinking the relationship was potentially over (I'd mulled over what ifs before over smaller issues and it didn't hurt nearly this much) that I feel like I'm just going to trust her that she loves me and isnt trying to hurt me when she does things I don't understand going forward. My heart wouldn't feel so ripped apart by this if the love was fake. I just gotta trust myself on that.

At this point I'm more kinda just wondering if I made a mistake to think this was something to be upset about to begin with, in case this is the end.

Sucks having a moment of enlightenment when it's too late. Like maybe it won't ever feel the same again, or maybe we'll break up outright in a few weeks I don't know. I'm kinda at peace here because if it ends I'm not sure I want to be in a relationship where my partner abandons me for lashing out in a time of difficulty, but yeah, just wish I'd come to this conclusion BEFORE I got upset about the document thing.