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Topic | So I googled the girl I'm supposed to go out with. She has BPD |
BettyWhite 05/08/22 11:30:45 PM #232: | The_Creep_2020 posted... I dated someone with BPD. I was like her when I was 17... I didn't fix anything.. I just went on a 15 year streak of fucking people I didn't care about to avoid having to feel like that again. Only to accidentally fall in love and realize I'm emotionally still that 17-year-old boy. I've spent the last year confronting those issues and working on them.. Have even started therapy recently and finally found a therapist I jive with. Honestly, a lot of my initial improvements started with pretty much utter mental anguish where I merely pretended I was fine with separation. Like my logical brain knew it was alright to be apart, but my emotions were just storming inside of me. Now I honestly feel a good bit better.. But I need to remain vigilant and not let myself enter negative thought patterns. Especially as I work on confronting other demons. I know you didn't ask for this but it just came out. --- Thank you for being a friend <3 ... Copied to Clipboard! |
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