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YoukaiSlayer posted...

Being fulfilled has nothing to do with having fun. It's possible to be both fulfilled and miserable.

If anything to me it sounds like your worry about missing out on the fun things in life by being too old is what is sapping the fun from anything else you could do. You seem to have a pretty concrete idea on what you missed out on and want. Is it really unachievable? Being so focused on something that specific, why not just try for it and get it out of your system? If you can still manage it, great, if not, at least you won't be sitting around with doubts that are IMO you're real impediment to having fun.

You mean go to college as a 47 year old, going on 48 year old, making friends and having sex with people who are well under half my age? If that was practical I would absolutely try it.