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TopicSaveEstelle & LeonhartFour in New Houses: Kamehameha Edition [SELF]
xp1337
11/04/20 3:11:16 AM
#250:


Since I'm in a pretty bad mental space right now I think it might do me some good to just verbalize this at least once because I'm not sure I explicitly ever have. I love you guys; my social anxiety that hit me all at once way back at middle school basically ended my social life right then and there with what friendships I had made previously being what little remained and even then it kind of withered fromt hat point as I became increasingly less able to deal. So really Board 8 (and mainly this topic and the couple other sub-groups like Trails B8/VGMC/etc.) are pretty much my only friends and I've always really appreciated that.

I've always enjoyed chatting with you all whether it be about games, anime, sports, or just whatever everyday stuff comes up. I'm less able to comment on some stuff because my life experience is basically zero and I've always been shit at connecting and expressing myself socially so even when I'm do I'm sure it comes off as awkward or even bad (I know there's a simple word for the adjective I want here but for the life of me I can't find it) but even so I'm glad that hasn't soured things as far as I know.

So, uh... yeah, I guess that's what I wanted to say. There's probably more but I'm having a difficult time stringing together too many coherent thoughts right now so I think I'll wrap that up before I ramble any more. Just thought I'd say all this in a kind of "acknowledge your blessings" kind of way... if that makes sense? idk if it does. So Leon, Quinton/SaveEstelle, LotM, dowolf, pyre, Mac, TRE, Kleenex, Janus, pj, and everyone else - if I missed names, and I'm sure I did! It wasn't on purpose my memory is a sieve the music is playing me off oh god - thank you.

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