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Tenlaar posted...

You're trying to use "I just intentionally post offensive things to troll people for the lulz" like it is some kind of defense rather than just an admission of being a shit person.

I don't immediately recall ever saying I wasn't a shitty person. Its an antique message board, why would I care or think I need to defend myself?

Lysandear posted...

@Esrac what is the point of coming here for years and taking soft/passive racist stances, only to occasionally say that you dont seriously think those things? what's the point? it's fun pretending to be racist?

Sometimes, I guess. There really isn't a point, beyond it just being another thing to do to waste empty time.

Like I said, I mostly still post here out of familiarity and boredom and I mostly post what I feel like would be moderately entertaining at the time.

Guide posted...

This is some pretty direct and earnest stuff. I perhaps should ease up, then. But know that, like, your defenses involving this sort of "political thing" have consistently been for bigotry, and for people who remember things, that builds up. It's not like I'm keeping a spreadsheet, I think someone here actually is, but people remember things. I screencap the really bad stuff. You're not in any screencaps.

Does someone here actually have a spreadsheet tracking posters? That sounds hilarious and sad. I'd like to see it just for the novelty of peeking into the mind of what I can only assume is a crazy person.

I don't have enough motivation anymore to remember what most other posters here say. No offense, man, but aside from this topic, I don't remember if you and I have ever had a direct exchange before, because I usually don't pay much attention to usernames anymore. After so long, they just kind of blend together. Maybe some of them care enough to remember my posts better than I do, but the idea of actually tracking what other anonymous people say online sounds exhausting.

I mean, I'm not saying everything I post is a total lie. Half-truths are still half-true and my honest political positions are so sporadically placed all over the map that I feel so alienated from the two parties that I haven't bothered to vote since John Kerry ran for president.

I will say though, for what its worth, I apologize for the "petty and vindictive" jab. It was uncivil of me.

I don't expect I'll do an about-face today regarding being a bit of a shitposter, but I have recently been trying, in real life, to pull against a deep-seated sense of nihilism, into which I frequently relapse.