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BlazinBlue88 posted...

Sounds like you have some unresolved past shit going on. Maybe see a therapist so you can work out some stuff.

I know what it is. Years ago I had a really serious relationship with someone, I was all but positive we were going to end up married. I started noticing signs of her just fizzling out of it and I kept thinking, ehh she'll come back around. I spent wayyy to much time lying to myself about it and should have ended it earlier.

So every future relationship I was completely checked out from day 1 because I didn't want to do that shit again. Now i've finally convinced myself I gotta give it another try and I found a good one, but the liquor completely convinced me I would just get fucked around again and I think that's what led to me blowing up on her the other night.

I can't let that happen again, hence this topic.

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I got a freakin muscle spasm in my back the gear slipped the air brakes were shot to hell. I mean there was nothing I could do, boom right into the post office