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I was going outside to bbq etc until last week. I even have stuff to bbq in the freezer that I planned on using.

The problem is my roomates, they live upstairs, and they have a dog, and they go out the back (my way outside) all the time because of that. I can use my shirt/gloves etc, to open the door, but I don't know how long it's been since they went back there.

So going up the stairs even to go into the back yard right now is a risk. I will do it some, because yeah, I can't just stay closed in down here forever, I need to at least get out and walk, but I am not using the kitchen upstairs at all, and trying to only go up there when I am pretty sure they have not used the area in the last 15-20 minutes (I open my door so I can see if they do).

It's not a great situation. I should have moved awhile ago for a bunch of reasons but I can't handle additional stress right now (lol yeah, that obviously isn't working out) and moving is really stressful to me. I can't even use my TV/computer because they "hear" it up there, so I have to use headphones/earplugs to watch tv etc. I stopped using the kitchen mostly months ago as well, just doing so rarely, but now I don't use it at all.

Shows that you just shouldn't put things off, but I planned on visiting relatives and going on trips this summer, and I couldn't think about moving when it was still so cold and got dark so early. I also had Pneumonia for the last 2 months (they complained about the coughing to, at least in that case I said play background music cause there is nothing I can do about it).

I don't think they want anyone to live here anymore, but they don't want to give me a 30 day notice or anything. The woman who owns the house got married like 2 months after I moved in, and then her new husband moved in, so she doesn't really need the rent anymore I'm sure.

Anyway, my situation isn't normal, but I'm sure there are a ton of people out there stuck inside and dying for this to be over....then again, I guess we are lucky because at least we are not sick and all alone at a hospital or something.

Hard to feel lucky though as the weeks pass by.

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