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LookANinja posted...

I think we love how much we want each other. The fact that neither of us can control ourselves around each other, that we just have to get close. It's flattering and intoxicating, and the fact that it's mutual makes it dangerous and addictive. And i have such an addictive personality it's hard to stop.

It might be all exciting now but do you think it'll last forever?

What happens once that line is crossed? Will the excitement still be there? How much further will you go? How can you sleep at night with your girlfriend knowing what you've been doing behind her back? If it's no longer exciting will you think back on it being worth it? It's easy to think it'll be fine now when you're rock hard over something new but it's not going to stay new and exciting.

Then all you're left with is the fallout of whatever has happened. What do you think that will be? Best case scenario is a guilty secret. If you actually do love your girlfriend that will gnaw at you when you realize how much of an asshole you're being. The worst case scenario is three broken relationships and a public reputation of being a cheating scumbag.

But hey you'll realize this all on your own eventually.

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Kind Regards,
Darmik