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TopicSexual orientation experimentation...
Zanimar
12/11/18 10:48:35 PM
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LinkPizza posted...
Also, Ive never messed around with a straight guy. Though, it might be because I was never never a fan of no reciprocation. Haha.


There isn't much option where I live. Heck for a long while I figured I was the only gay guy living here lol. Honestly if I had other gays as options, I would never have fooled with any straight guys. I mean, I don't regret fooling around with them since they were each good friends of mine, but it would have made things at lot less painful emotionally if there could have been some kind of emotional reciprocation. Also, I'm too much of a giver, I'd don't mind if others want to do stuff to me, but at the same time, I don't really get any satisfaction from it aside from one activity but that is what makes me an insatiable bottom lol. My satisfaction comes from knowing I've done a good job at what I do via the sounds the other person makes lol.

LinkPizza posted...
I would personally like to hear both the awkward and creepy story, if you dont mind. If you dont want to put it here, you can also PM me. But its also ok if its to personal...


Oh no, nothing is too personal. I mean, back when I was more freaked about being out, only one person I was friends with knew everything about my personal life (which is a bit awkward since my best friend was cousins with the dude I had a crush on lol) but now I only hide things for the sake of others. I'm an open book to anyone that wants to know anything about my personal life since I don't have an issues with intimacy as a whole.

Anyway, it's a pretty boring story overall though. Basically I was visiting my friend since he was home for the weekend and was waiting on his cousin to come pick him up to go back to college. Now, before I continue, I should mention that we already had the whole me coming out thing with the brother saying that he was cool with me as long as I don't flirt with him. I was never interested in him and I straight up told him in a joking (though he didn't know the truth) that I'd rather have his brother over him. Anywho, the cousin goes to help my friend gather his stuff and the brother calls me over saying he wants to ask me something and when I asked him what he wanted, he told me never mind and that was that. Later I found out the brother had been asking my friend if I liked taking it in the butt and if I liked it rough. My friend played dumb and told the brother he didn't know and should ask me instead. I never heard from the brother, but on super rare moments I see him, he's way nicer to me than he's ever been to me before that day.

I should mention that the dude I had a crush on and the brother had their dad end up coming out as gay and running off with another dude and abandoning them. They also had a gay uncle who ended up being arrested for being a pedophile and soliciting young men over the webcam to do sexual activities. I've met the uncle a couple times when I would go to visit my friend/crush, though this was long after I was past 18, but I did always have a bad feeling about him since the things he openly admitted to me lying to guys on chat and pretending to be a woman (though he left out the part about the being underage). Anywho, I just recently found out that on a swimming trip, the brother had sneaked up behind my friend (as a reminder, they are cousins to each other) and started to try to jerk him off. Oh I should mention that back when he asked about me and with his cousin, the brother is married and has a kid, though he cheats on her basically 24/7.
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