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Topic | I'm still pathetic. It's been years and I still can't move on I guess. |
pipebomb_phil 07/20/18 3:37:14 PM #1: | tl;dr: I still think about this girl I asked out years ago. I hardly knew her but she felt special to me and I still consider her the most beautiful girl I've ever seen in my life. What can I do to move on? I know I'm pathetic. Ok, so like 7 years ago or whatever, I asked my classmate out. I hadn't talked to her much because I didn't know how. I'm bad at that. But at least I tried. So yeah, I asked her out, she said yes. She probably only said it to be nice. I texted her during that weekend but then she didn't reply back. In class, everything was the same. We didn't really talk or anything. She's very quiet and all I guess. And I am too. A year later or so, she's in two of my classes. I'm nervous as hell because I had asked her out before and of course, she sits near me because of some of our friends. I couldn't be myself most of the time because I was nervous with her being around. I can't remember all the details but I had previously asked for her online ID to play video games before (around the time I asked her out the first time). So this time, I was online playing a multiplayer game and she randomly joined my game. It was awesome. And because I'm pathetic, I thought it probably meant something. Eventually I ask out again to go theater. She said she was already going to see it with her family. She said something else but I didn't pay attention. All I was thinking was "noooo, she said no to me." I told her it was okay and thanked her for playing with me the other day. And that's pretty much the end of it. It's been like 5 years or so since I last saw her and I still think about her. Today I was watching a youtube video and it reminded me of her and I decided to look at her pics (something I had stopped doing for about 2 years as a way to move on). Anyways, what can I do to move on? This isn't healthy. I don't know why still think about her this much. Again, I didn't really know her. I can only imagine what she was like but I didn't know her much at all. I still think she's the most attractive girl I've ever seen though. --- #pipebomb_phil https://imgur.com/atWQoAs ... Copied to Clipboard! |
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