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TopicI've been ill. Very ill.
DuffBeer
11/05/17 1:51:06 AM
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Going back to July, I've been experiencing shortness of breath, chest and back pains along with random stabbing pains throughout my body, and severe fatigue. Since then, I've also started losing weight and sneezing, coughing up, and shitting a lot of blood. I can barely stand to be awake for longer than 10 hours and I always crash, hard. I'm getting 10-12 hours of sleep, not by choice but by necessity, and still having no energy.

The weight loss is the craziest part. 2, almost 3 years ago, I was at 340 but working and getting my shit together caused me to drop a lot of weight. But I plateaued and started actually working hard to lose weight. I was 280 and started exercising and dieting and got down to 250 almost effortlessly in about two months. Then my health just crashed. I went from having an abundance of energy and stamina to getting winded just walking up the stairs.

I've been to the doctor and had a plethora of tests. They can't find anything wrong with me. Nothing on my lungs, nothing wrong with my heart. I've had a colonoscopy. As far as their tests show, I'm in perfect health, even having been a raging fat ass most of my life. Even my fatty liver disease I was diagnosed with in 2010 is gone, although I found that diagnosis dubious to begin with.

There is clearly something terribly wrong with me. I'm in constant pain to the point that I'm having nightmares that I'm being assaulted or invaded by various monsters and situations that correspond with my pain. I'm STILL losing weight even though I've been stress eating. I've had to quit my job, a near dream job I just got last year and loved. But there's nothing identifiable. I'm simultaneously healthy and sick.

Cancer crossed my mind. It runs in my family; I've lost a handful of family members to various types of cancer and my mom is currently dealing with it. But there's no sign of that as far as any tests have revealed. Blood tests, MRIs, x-rays, colonoscopies, and other tests have found nothing.

I don't care what is wrong with me. I don't care if I die, I never have. I just need to fucking know.
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