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DuffBeer
11/05/17 1:51:06 AM
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Going back to July, I've been experiencing shortness of breath, chest and back pains along with random stabbing pains throughout my body, and severe fatigue. Since then, I've also started losing weight and sneezing, coughing up, and shitting a lot of blood. I can barely stand to be awake for longer than 10 hours and I always crash, hard. I'm getting 10-12 hours of sleep, not by choice but by necessity, and still having no energy.

The weight loss is the craziest part. 2, almost 3 years ago, I was at 340 but working and getting my shit together caused me to drop a lot of weight. But I plateaued and started actually working hard to lose weight. I was 280 and started exercising and dieting and got down to 250 almost effortlessly in about two months. Then my health just crashed. I went from having an abundance of energy and stamina to getting winded just walking up the stairs.

I've been to the doctor and had a plethora of tests. They can't find anything wrong with me. Nothing on my lungs, nothing wrong with my heart. I've had a colonoscopy. As far as their tests show, I'm in perfect health, even having been a raging fat ass most of my life. Even my fatty liver disease I was diagnosed with in 2010 is gone, although I found that diagnosis dubious to begin with.

There is clearly something terribly wrong with me. I'm in constant pain to the point that I'm having nightmares that I'm being assaulted or invaded by various monsters and situations that correspond with my pain. I'm STILL losing weight even though I've been stress eating. I've had to quit my job, a near dream job I just got last year and loved. But there's nothing identifiable. I'm simultaneously healthy and sick.

Cancer crossed my mind. It runs in my family; I've lost a handful of family members to various types of cancer and my mom is currently dealing with it. But there's no sign of that as far as any tests have revealed. Blood tests, MRIs, x-rays, colonoscopies, and other tests have found nothing.

I don't care what is wrong with me. I don't care if I die, I never have. I just need to fucking know.
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KogaSteelfang
11/05/17 2:33:18 AM
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Sorry to hear that, I hope they find the answer soon.
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Ultima Dragon
11/05/17 2:40:58 AM
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I think it's bs that so many people are told "Yeah, we can't find anything wrong with you.." despite very clearly having numerous severe issues.

"Shitting blood? Nothing out of the ordinary there!"

Give me a break.
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joe_stalin518
11/05/17 3:05:37 AM
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what state do you live in TC?
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Darkrobotisback
11/05/17 3:08:43 AM
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Probably someone poisoned you.
There are certain chemicals or substances that are very hard to detect and sometimes those symptoms could be amplified if your doctor unknowingly gives you medication that increases the effects of said substances
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gguirao
11/05/17 3:11:42 AM
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Take care. I hope things gett better for you.
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Ultima Dragon
11/05/17 3:12:53 AM
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Darkrobotisback posted...
Probably someone poisoned you.
There are certain chemicals or substances that are very hard to detect and sometimes those symptoms could be amplified if your doctor unknowingly gives you medication that increases the effects of said substances


Actually this sounds pretty in line with the symptoms. Maybe some sort of heavy metal poisoning?

There could be something that you are unknowingly exposing yourself to that's the culprit.
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joe_stalin518
11/05/17 3:15:40 AM
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maybe you should test your home for stuff like radon it cost like 200-300 but you never know,
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DuffBeer
11/05/17 3:26:32 AM
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RedWhiteBlue posted...
What the actual fuck

Dude, I hope you get an answer quick, I assume you're legitimately tormented by this.

Good luck man

Thank you.

My life was just getting on track. Things literally could not have been better and this hit me out of nowhere.

KogaSteelfang posted...
Sorry to hear that, I hope they find the answer soon.

Thank you.

Ultima Dragon posted...
I think it's bs that so many people are told "Yeah, we can't find anything wrong with you.." despite very clearly having numerous severe issues.

"Shitting blood? Nothing out of the ordinary there!"

Give me a break.

I mean, It's not like they're not trying. They know something is not right but I've seemingly fallen through the cracks of conventional medicine.

joe_stalin518 posted...
what state do you live in TC?

Texas.

Darkrobotisback posted...
Probably someone poisoned you.
There are certain chemicals or substances that are very hard to detect and sometimes those symptoms could be amplified if your doctor unknowingly gives you medication that increases the effects of said substances

Honestly, I scoffed at this when I read it but I did start seeing my family again. We had a really bad falling out a few years ago and I only started seeing them again because my mom is sick and I don't want to have on my conscious any wrongdoing. The bad blood was that bad that now I'm not entirely sure. I've not taken any medication besides painkillers but I take them sparingly because addiction especially to opiates also runs rampant in my family.

What can I look for?
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DuffBeer
11/05/17 3:26:49 AM
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gguirao posted...
Take care. I hope things gett better for you.

Thank you.

Ultima Dragon posted...
Actually this sounds pretty in line with the symptoms. Maybe some sort of heavy metal poisoning?

There could be something that you are unknowingly exposing yourself to that's the culprit.

joe_stalin518 posted...
maybe you should test your home for stuff like radon it cost like 200-300 but you never know,

I live in an apartment and they supposedly handle all that. I've been in the same environment for a while. No one else I know has complained of any problems. I'll be sure to get my own testing done but I don't know.
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DuffBeer
11/05/17 3:30:52 AM
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And now I feel like I have to say that I feel like a piece of shit for entertaining the thought that someone in my family could be poisoning me but I'm just that far gone. I don't know what this. I'd probably be happy if I knew it was just that.
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Darkrobotisback
11/05/17 3:35:11 AM
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DuffBeer posted...
Honestly, I scoffed at this when I read it but I did start seeing my family again. We had a really bad falling out a few years ago and I only started seeing them again because my mom is sick and I don't want to have on my conscious any wrongdoing. The bad blood was that bad that now I'm not entirely sure. I've not taken any medication besides painkillers but I take them sparingly because addiction especially to opiates also runs rampant in my family.

What can I look for?


Honestly if someone did poison you. It usually tends to be an ex lover or jealous friend of some kind or maybe a stranger of some sort could of poisoned you.
I would honestly suspect the family last, unless there's someone in your family that has this unholy hatred over you.
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DuffBeer
11/05/17 3:45:23 AM
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My family is fucked. I cannot understate how fucked they are. The last time I saw my brother before we all made peace, he was brandishing a gun. My sister, the only one who has been on decent terms with me throughout, framed me twice. The only reason she ultimately failed is because she's dumb. Unholy hatred isn't necessary when good old psycho white trash will get the job done.

I think I'm going to distance myself from them for a while and try to seek treatment out of town. I ain't mad at you but I'm fucking paranoid about that now, but hell if that's what it is, I'll hit your paypal up.
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Darkrobotisback
11/05/17 4:04:54 AM
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DuffBeer posted...
My family is fucked. I cannot understate how fucked they are. The last time I saw my brother before we all made peace, he was brandishing a gun. My sister, the only one who has been on decent terms with me throughout, framed me twice. The only reason she ultimately failed is because she's dumb. Unholy hatred isn't necessary when good old psycho white trash will get the job done.

I think I'm going to distance myself from them for a while and try to seek treatment out of town. I ain't mad at you but I'm fucking paranoid about that now, but hell if that's what it is, I'll hit your paypal up.


If you thinks that's the best solution, I think you should stick with it and avoid telling anyone else you don't trust.
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mipond
11/05/17 7:02:01 AM
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Sure hope you start feeling better.
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KogaSteelfang
11/05/17 8:57:24 AM
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If you seriously think poisoning might be the issue, you might want to keep a check on your mom too. Whether her sickness is caused by poisoning or not, in screwed up situations like that you don't want to take any chances. Trust me.
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