Also yeah. I am pretty much desensitized to stuff like that now. My first time witnessing human roadkill was around grade 6 where i saw a man's guts unrolled on the road.
At grade 4 i saw a kid drowned in a pool. They tried cpr, chest pumping everything. He did responded and puked for a second, but after that just silent. In a moment he went pale. His skin slowly turning blue and his lips purple.
I remember the kid's dad running and crying " my son! My son! Somebody save my son! Please!"
That is one of the strongest memory i have of my childhood and i think it broke me somehow. At least it kinda smashed the reality that people die and death is permanent upon my 4th grade's mind'
Much later I realize this is just part of human life and probably the amount of corpses i saw in the end of my life gonna make a pile.
That's sad, drownings are super preventable. As far as resuscitation, he probably needed some intravenous epi to reduce the swelling in his throat ---
