That is incredibly strange because I'm pretty sure I was hated more before she came into my life. Once I was in a relationship I chilled out and people seemed to hate me less.
Yeah. I'm in a pathetic as f*** position right now. I realize I need to get my s*** together, and believe me I am god damn TRYING. But I can't freakin' get rid of this desire to have sex with some random girl. Like a rebound or something. I feel like it would at LEAST be a step in the direction of me getting better. Especially considering I now know she hasn't been doing what I thought (or hoped) she was doing: taking alone time to reflect on herself. Which is what she TOLD me she was going to do in the first place.
Ugh. She pisses me off.
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