Nah, I'm just messing with you. Some people do a lot of drinking and sex and other things that make them feel better when they feel like they've done something bad and don't want to look it in the face. You know, rather than tackle their problems they just go drink until they forget about it or stop feeling scared. I understand what you meant.
Though all that being said, I still side with everyone else here that you should be your own top priority.
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Ace Detective in Sir Chris' Police
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