My family and I have been playing Pathfinder for the past couple of weeks. Comparing them without even playing D&D I can already see the differences. Just looking at the character sheets there's a lot less stuff to worry about in D&D. Now I see why some people call the new D&D for babies or whatever.
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You beat yourself up with your past. Don't blame yourself, blame the world. Blame God. Blame me.