LogFAQs > #950612695

Yeah so in my mind it's a mathematic impossibility that I experience a time where I don't exist

It's almost as if I live in an entire universe that rolled the dice an infinite amount of times until I could live, and that just so happened that to be a point in time where me and billions of objects just like me exist.

If you think the vast amounts of space that exist where I don't exist, the vast amount of time, then you think of the fact that the universe itself rolled the dice for physics and landed on a perfectly tuned universe where stars could exist while allowing more advanced molecules to exist, then you realize that there is no base and there is certainly more dice rolling behind that, maybe an infinite amount

:( Think about this too hard and I freak out, everything I know is random chaos. There is no escape, jump off a cliff and you'll be alive the next second, no one knows where or what order you'll manifest as in what universe with what physics but I do know that it's true. If I die, I'll forget.

It may be that time itself is a constant across all of reality. Otherwise, you may come across a universe where you exist forever, meaning it would be mathematically impossible for anything to exist outside of that universe. The billions of conscious humans would statistically not put a dent in your odds of being born in that universe. With that assumption death is the other constant, because being immortal in another universe would make your mortal human life a relatively impossible dice roll to land on.

Being alive is not a dice roll, it's a certainty. In total chaos, anything could be created, and something that could be created would be a being that could experience itself.

https://i.imgur.com/Bv9pP4Y.jpg

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