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g0ldie posted...

I feel like I've emotionally checked out, for the most part, but I like to think of it as being in emotional hibernation

we'll see, though

Yeah man. I have no idea how this shit is gonna work. There was a giant shift when I was 28 and kicked my sister out my house >_>. Kind of like, it was building up and once I decided I had to do that, I shut it off. But I was suffocating living with my sister and kids for a year after being on my own for years. I dunno if it's ever gonna turn back on. I did get really rough news about my most loved (fucked up to say, whatever) family member the other day tho. And it gave me that feeling where what I was watching immediately felt meaningless and there was nothing I could do to shake the news. And if I did try to shake it, was I being wrong for that? I dunno if that's real emotion or just faking emotion these days.

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