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We're not suppose to hang out with a bunch of people and I only seem to enjoy most of tv when others are there with me. Not to mention how much I've come to enjoy conversation with others. All my work hobbies are outdoors, I hate indoor housework. Me opioid addiction is giving me diminishing returns. My optimism is still there but it's kind of just floating with nothing to support it.

Typing this out doesn't really stress me out, but how long can that last. How long can optimism last when there's not much logic behind it?

I feel like Im bitching cause I know there's people here who feel nothing in their future that's worth while but also feel the emotional toll of it. But even without that emotional toll weighing on me, it's still troubling. Do a lot of people really just clock out emotionally for the rest of their life? That can't be healthy. Someday this all has to hit me. And that's definitely gonna be in a winter season, when I have nothing to do.

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