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Brother and his fiancee want a fast wedding. Nothing big or grandure. That's fine. Basic, dressy, not overly dressy clothes. It's gonna be by the beach at a lighthouse.

I went to the store today, got a dress and sandals. I have been told that this is gonna be a family thing pretty much. Just our side, her side, ..... maybe one or two friends at most.

Now here's the kicker for me. As many here know, I am transgender. In my mind, it's already like "Woo boy.... great." .... because there's the anxiety of being out infront of others. Especially me, I love just blending into society and doing my own things. About two hours ago, my brother's fiancee and my mother came to visit me working (I work from home) and told me they are doing a pre-wedding makeup and hair styling get-together.

My hearts freaking racing. I don't want this. Now it sounds like it's more than just family. There's gonna be many I don't know. I'm not going to be blending in anywhere. I really, really don't want this.

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