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Topici am very depressed these days and dont really have a reason why
iiaattgg
02/16/20 10:12:10 PM
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like i wish i could provide an explanation for it but its not there. every day seems to be me forcing it and constantly managing physical and emotional energy as if ive been given starvation rations on both. its been a month or so without really an end in sight

"but, i am the game, maybe you should exercise more" - ive worked out five to six days a week for years and am in the strongest shape of my life.

"but, i am the game, maybe its time you stopped using all those drugs you are on!" - ive been clean from all drugs and alcohol for nearly three years and stay proactive in my recovery

"but, i am the game, maybe you need more fulfilling work" - i love my job and recently got a badass promotion. im good

"but, i am the game, have you tried not being some loser virgin? a girlfriend might help" - i havent had a period of being single for more than like a month for probably over a decade or so and my newest partner is super cool

"wow, i am the game, thats sad that you feel bad. maybe you should talk to someone?" - ive been in therapy and counseling for years and never miss an appointment

i feel like ive just reached a wall in life. i do not enjoy it. very sad to say

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