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| Topic | Geez, why are like 75% of you in some type of inescapable pit of depression? |
| CommunismFTW 01/24/20 4:56:27 PM #30: | Let's recap the last few years. My ex found another man and moved out for him. Lived together seven years. That hurt. Happened in January of 2019, doing better, but still haven't dated a soul. Can't bring myself to. The patch with her gone hurt financially and I got about 2k in credit card debts until I found a new job that paid better. That said; I'm a bartender, and work a lot of hours that are unusual to boot. 4pm-2am five or six days a week is regular. Makes a social life tough, but I do have one. I have numerous mental and physical health issues going untreated because I don't have HC options at my job, and can't afford public because of the three above aspects. I live far away from family in a city I no longer have a desire to be in because she wanted to move here. I don't drive, so I miss a lot of engagements with them and miss them. I'm depressed because life is challenging. It's climbing an icy hill and I don't even have goals, I'm just trying to survive. I can't afford or have the time to go back to school. I could go on and on. Shit's tough right now. --- Since only from below can one better see the heights. https://imgur.com/OhZgm ... Copied to Clipboard! |
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