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Topic | Update on my cat |
Punnyz 01/04/20 6:01:36 PM #12: | I knew it was her time. I decided to take her outside. I put her under a tree and placed a towel under here for comfort. the sun was able to hit her from there I was outside with her for an hour. I decided to hold her while sitting under the tree. Another hour passed. I started talking to her. I told her she didn't have to hold on anymore. I can take care of her kittens. I take care of the rest. Shes just hurting herself trying to hang on. If theres another live its gotta be better than this. It was her time She passed away around 20 minutes later She held on though She started meowing then her breathing started getting courser. each breath was longer than the last. Her pupils started getting big. Eventually she just stopped. I just go through burying her next to my childhood dog and my tina Her name was Mizu I was at my girlfriend's apartment when I discovered her. I did the pshpsh thing and she came over. before we knew it,s he started hanging out at the door. One of my best friends used to hate cats but he would hang around mind, and before HE knew it, he started feeding a stray around his apartment, and would regularly curse me for it my GF said now she knew how he felt because she started feeding the cat. One day she called me and told me the landlord said she never put a pet deposit down so she can't have the cat. the same day the pound picked her up. My GF found her picture at the local pound on facebook so I just went and adopted her. a few months later, I noticed she was getting chunky. I figured it was just cause she couldn'ts top eating since shes not used to having free food. but she kept getting bigger and bigger she was preggers she gave birth to 5 kittens on September I can't help but feel like these kittens needed to be born. If it wasn't for my interference, TWICE, these cats wouldn't have been born. My GF wants two of them. I might be keeping the rest I wonder whats in store for them but its such a cruel world, if they have a purpose, then was this all Mizu's purpose? just to give birth and die? She was a stray, she had a hard life. I know I made her last months good, but why couldn't she enjoy her full life like this? My GF does Make up, shes at a wedding. She said she'll come over as soon as I can my Coworkers were nice enough to cover for me I'm just here --- ... Copied to Clipboard! |
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