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Topic	I'm not going to self-destruct anymore.
Lost_All_Senses 12/13/19 7:03:12 PM #9:	CommunismFTW posted... Going to bed. "Tomorrow is a new day, I'm going to get up early and exercise and get shit done." Wake up feeling clear headed, or mentally ready for it. Immediately cave in to preset patterns. Eat like crap, or play a game, or smoke, or whatever vice it is. Patterns of self destruction. Now, this only applies to very depressed or anxious people, not everybody. Most people have the wherewithall to just get up and do what they said they would and not have a second thought. But for very damaged people, myself included in my past, I find that charting out goals or telling people about them is cathartic in and of itself. Ah, I get it now. But there comes a point where you stop believing it even a lil bit and the power of that fades. I can't remember how many times I said I was gonna take a hiatus from games so that I don't abuse sleep and other stuff. Only to last like 3 days, find a game and do an all nighter while indulging in vices. --- Name checks out <cite>Lost_All_Senses posted [p:931548922] in I'm not go... [t:78252322]...</cite> <quote>CommunismFTW posted... </cite> <quote>Going to bed. "Tomorrow is a new day, I'm going to get up early and exercise and get shit done." Wake up feeling clear headed, or mentally ready for it. Immediately cave in to preset patterns. Eat like crap, or play a game, or smoke, or whatever vice it is. Patterns of self destruction. Now, this only applies to very depressed or anxious people, not everybody. Most people have the wherewithall to just get up and do what they said they would and not have a second thought. But for very damaged people, myself included in my past, I find that charting out goals or telling people about them is cathartic in and of itself.</quote> Ah, I get it now. But there comes a point where you stop believing it even a lil bit and the power of that fades. I can't remember how many times I said I was gonna take a hiatus from games so that I don't abuse sleep and other stuff. Only to last like 3 days, find a game and do an all nighter while indulging in vices. --- Name checks out</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
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