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Topic	CE, what kind of parents did you have growing up?
KogaSteelfang 12/31/18 1:25:43 PM #19:	Mackorov posted... KogaSteelfang posted... My mother tried to be good, but my father was very abusive to her and to me(not to my brother though). She'd often end up hurting me herself so he wouldn't, as a way to "protect" us both from him. Tons of emotional and mental abuse, with a healthy dose of physical tossed in too. Was taught that I'm worthless scum from early childhood, that I don't deserve to live, and that I'll never be good enough for anyone to love or care about me. ...so far he's been right, and I hate myself for it. bro, that's not how it works. You've been raised on that mentality but it's your choice on conforming to it... That just proves it further. My life sucks and I'm too pathetic to make the changes I need. It's all my fault, and I'm living the life I deserve because of that. There's just a few things I want out of life, and I can't even seem to get close to any of it. It all feels pointless. --- Work in progress, please be patient. <cite>KogaSteelfang posted [p:914981560] in CE, what k... [t:77349471]...</cite> <quote><cite>Mackorov posted...</cite> <quote><cite>KogaSteelfang posted...</cite> <quote>My mother tried to be good, but my father was very abusive to her and to me(not to my brother though). She'd often end up hurting me herself so he wouldn't, as a way to "protect" us both from him. Tons of emotional and mental abuse, with a healthy dose of physical tossed in too. Was taught that I'm worthless scum from early childhood, that I don't deserve to live, and that I'll never be good enough for anyone to love or care about me. ...so far he's been right, and I hate myself for it.</quote> bro, that's not how it works. You've been raised on that mentality but it's your choice on conforming to it...</quote> That just proves it further. My life sucks and I'm too pathetic to make the changes I need. It's all my fault, and I'm living the life I deserve because of that. There's just a few things I want out of life, and I can't even seem to get close to any of it. It all feels pointless. --- Work in progress, please be patient.</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
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