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catboy0_0 posted...

yeah it's enjoyable, but it's risky to give in to it. medication helps for that to keep you stable

I don't partake in risky behaviour outside of sex stuff but even then it's not that risky imo. Like the relationships/leading girls on thing is a drag but that's more of trust issues than anything but the episodes play a hand in the sense that I wouldn't bother getting into relationships if it weren't because of them. Like, I said "too much" because my idea of too much is more than one different girl in a month, I'd rather be sleeping with the same girl over and over.

I've taken mood stabilizers before but they don't make me feel anything and I usually can get a hold on it most times anyway. Like, my worst episode was three days of me recording tambourines for a track I was working on, deleting it due to being 4hz or however much out of tune from the guitar tracks, and repeating with a different tambourine until it was right - spent like 500 dollars...

I guess the best way to describe it is hyper-inflated OCD with projects/ideas. I get crazy on the music stuff mostly then overwhelmed because I currently have 37 tracks I'm working on and none are close to finished. It's annoying because I don't have space for all this quarter inch tape.

The worst one involving people was I broke up with my girlfriend, said she was an evil person, and then calling her to take me back like 5 times in a row before saying "i'm getting back with crazy girl instead of you, bye" then she was like "wtf dude, i was gonna talk to you once you cooled off but now I'm done with you cus you basically cheated on me"

and that's the story of my people.
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There sure are a lot of different mes just like you have a lot of different yous!
I'm going outside to play now I hope all the different yous have fun too. Bye!