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| ShinigamiSoul 04/16/18 10:21:38 PM #46: | I've fucked the TC. He was okay. Big cock. lmao --- I was going to buy a [redacted] this Friday, and on Monday/Tuesday, [redacted]. Two days ago, I called my mom, and we had a normal conversation, but it was during this conversation that I realized that there are people back home that are relying on me. It sucks because [redacted] Yesterday, I learned from a friend that another guy texted him saying I should be glad he didn't report me for sexual assault (the story why is unnecessary). Supposedly, this one girl I was trying to ask out on a date felt I was trying to force myself into her room, and it was really scaring her. It should be noted that I would never hurt this girl physically, as I care too much about her to ever do such a thing, but in the end, it doesn't matter what I know, the only thing that matters is what she felt. She was scared of me. Before I thought she saw me as a creep, but after yesterday, I now see that she sees me as a monster, that if she let me in her room, that I might have done something that I won't ever say as it disgusts me too much to even think about. The emotional harm I must have done to her, I can't really forgive myself if I truly caused her to have reason to fear me. I tried to do something I have never done before in my life, and now I feel worse than ever, and I just am questioning why [redacted]. [redacted sentence] --- I dont want a sig! ... Copied to Clipboard! |
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