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I've made topics before but I have OCD. I see a therapist every week and my condition has been much better than it was a year ago. I also take medication.

But I still can't do some things or I feel like I'm not ready yet.

I stay at home all day and it gets boring. I have applied at two different places for work but they never even called me. I will attempt again soon even though sometimes I feel good and other times my anxiety and compulsions get the best of me.

It doesn't help that I possibly have sleep apnea. I had a sleep study scheduled last week, however I cancelled it because my insurance did not authorize it on time. Now I have to wait a couple of months again. This sucks because I'm always physically tired and usually force myself to do things.

I'm so bored! You know what would help me out? If I had a PC capable of playing the latest games but I can't afford it! I asked my parents to let me borrow money but they refuse. It's funny because they let my brothers borrow money in the past and it took them a very long time to pay it back. I don't understand it.

I really hope I get hired somewhere nearby. I can't find a job too far because of my anxiety issues. Driving with anxiety sucks. Filling out an online application with OCD and anxiety sucks. Quick story: I prepare myself to fill out an application all day long and when I finally feel ready to fill it out, the job position I want is no longer available. It did appear a day or so later, but I need to prepare myself for it. Ugh!!!!
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