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It's weird how your mind can just mess with you now and then.

I'm currently around 303 pounds. I'm in the best physical shape of my adult life (at one point I was 415 pounds, yikes), and I am very proud of what I've done. I'm also putting on muscle mass while losing weight so I'm like, doing a really excellent job!

Then there is that little voice in my head that regrets how Lindsay will never see me at my best. She will never again tell me how proud she is of me, how happy she is to see me getting healthier.

I was watching an anime the other day and they were talking about faith and God and stuff. And the pious one says to the non-religious one, "Who will tell you they're proud of your accomplishments?" Oooof, it cut to the core a bit.