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Inohira posted...

That's a gaming console board, not a general social board. Here people who don't like BlogFAQs posts are free to ignore them.

The people on this board are night and day, it's so refreshin to express how I feel without judgement. I'm very notorious on this forum as I'm an open book which for some reason rubs people the wrong way. It became that bad that the mods had to step in as I was receiving the worst cyber bullying, even told that I should kill myself amongst other pleasantries. That didn't stop me from expressing my feelings and there were some users who had my back which I appreciate.

TuxedoCyan posted...

I recently went to my brothers wedding and had a major anxiety meltdown once I got home and I basically shut myself in my room for 3 days and barely ate or drink water because It was just that overwhelming to me. Before that I haven't been to any kind of social gathering in many years.

I was also teased quite a bit my aunts about "where's your gf?" "I thought you were the one getting married, not your little brother!" "When's your wedding?" "You're a handsome man! Any girl would be happy to be with you!" which were annoying to say the least.

Brutal. I've been to like 1 weddin because it's not good for my mental health tbh to see others happy when I'm dying inside. Even seeing the pictures on Facebook is triggering for my low self worth. Unfortunately, this is all we hear in society, people just love to brag about their lives and project their status upon everyone else. I've always said that in life if your perceived indifferent in anyway you'll be treated accordingly. This is evident in the body language from people towards someone who is introverted or shy or looks a certain way for instance as evident in the workplace. It's annoyin when people question why we're single, it's typically the 1st thing they ask in a conversation.