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So the story thus far is I got some new Melatonin the other day to help me sleep, because my other stuff had expired. It's the same brand and type, but it's twice as strong (10mg instead of 5) because we couldn't find the weaker dose.

The MOMENT I took it, I fucked up my entire sleep schedule.
Scratch that, I no longer have a sleep schedule.

Ever since then, I've been sleeping for only 2 hours, 2-3 times a day. I'll wake up after 2 hours and just cannot fall back asleep. But it's not because I'm feeling awake and refreshed, no sirree!
Actually, I feel like death.

I've decided to stop taking the Melatonin, despite it meaning I basically wasted 26 dollars. I wound up taking like 3-4 of them over the course of the same amount of days, because I wanted to make sure it wasn't just a one-time fluke or something. Sure enough, I think these are completely fucking me up. But at this point, I think it's too late. My body has already adjusted to this new form of not-sleep. Well, by "adjusted" I mean it physically won't let me sleep.

Not helping this is the fact that I have nothing to do. Usually, by the time I get bored for the day, I've been up long enough that I can go to sleep. But NOPE! Not this time! Now, not only do I have nothing to do, but I have to S U F F E R with the knowledge that I have nothing to do! I have to remain in the world of the conscious! And I hate every millisecond of it.

I have this video up in the background because I posted it in another topic: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h702VNHCVu0

I am about 35 minutes into it and counting. THAT is how bored I am. What has my life become.

So basically, in case you need a TL;DR: This is my descent into madness.