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Yes. For the last year or so, I've been a freelance delivery person. I've made many driving faux pas. But the greatest offense I've committed as a delivery person is delivering orders to people at a temperature they would find less than ideal. For the past year or so, I've been delivering hot food warm and cold food at ``less than ideal temperatures''. I do not want to go into specifics. I feel terrible about it. I feel terrible, also, about not being very friendly to my clients or the lot I am to pick up food from. I feel bad about performing driving maneuvers that burden others on the road.

Before doing the delivery gig, I was a tutor for an online tutoring site. I am ashamed to say that I had helped no one on that site. I was very poor at explaining math concepts to others, having had no prior experience doing so. I was socially anxious to boot, also, and my knowledge of algebra, trigonometry, and conic sections was very rusty. I never felt like anyone learnt a thing in my presence. When it came time to end a given tutoring session, I'd end it in a hurry, make the hapless student feel like I did not want to talk to him, that he was not worth my time, or that I just wasted his. I still feel terrible about it.

I am just averse to human interaction in general. It is easily the most tiring part of any job I do. While I was working as a rental car transporter, I was tasked with assisting customers, mostly tourists, with the logistics of renting or returning a car, but I refused to. It did not end in my termination, but I did get fired less than a month after joining the team for an unrelated reason.