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I've wasted so many years of my life being terrified and anxious of everything, and it was only made worse by spending my twenties trapped in an abusive relationship which has utterly destroyed my confidence and self-esteem.

I'm approaching 30 and I realize I need to step up, but I just don't see the point. I have too many problems that therapy and medication (which I can't afford) won't help, and I'm so deep in debt that if I were to theoretically work my ass off constantly, my best-case scenario would be living alone in some shitty one-bedroom apartment, doing the same things I'm doing now.

I've completely lost every dream and shred of ambition I formerly had. I'm too old for things to realistically get good, let alone better.