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*gay warning ahead*

I met a guy on Jack'd last Saturday. He came over to my place after a concert and stayed the night. I discovered we had a lot in common, from games, music, movies, shows and the like. We eventually slept together.

He left Sunday morning. I felt...strange after he left, a heavy weight or what felt like a knot in my stomach. I went back to sleep after he left to try and reset my mind, then it occurred to me.

I developed a crush. My first crush in over 4 years.

I asked to hang out with him a few days later. It went...okay. Lot of small talk and afterwards I asked if he wanted to come back to my place. He agreed and we messed around for a little bit and left. He didn't stay the night.

Looking back on that night, the chemistry felt off. It was as if there was a distance, a gap between us and the conversation was not clicking as it had on the previous occasion.

The next day I message him to see how he is doing, and no response. It has now been 3 days since a response and every hour has been pure agony.

It is very apparent that we did not see eye to eye for whatever reason. I thought we hit it off well.

It's perfectly fine if he doesn't like me, but what is really bothering is that there is no closure. I need a definitive answer to make this weight go off my shoulders and move on with my life but because I cannot find out, it has slowly been eating me away.

I find myself drowning in my own mind, agonizing at every moment. My own personal hell.

I just need an ending to set myself free.

Anyway, so that's my own personal story.
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