You don't have to be sorry for speaking the truth.
I've tried so many times in my life to just... stop caring so much. Then I feel bad about it, but I know it's the only way for me to make any progress. It just sucks. I don't even care that much about myself and when I was working at walmart and doing everything I could for Amanda to make her life even just a little easier.... I really felt good about myself. Then I let that end once I met my girlfriend. I just... more than feeling like abandoning Amanda, I feel like I also betrayed myself. I went back on what I believed.
Yeah, I'm human. I couldn't help it. But... I'm human. So I'm gonna torture myself for it too. I'm aware that's just stupid. I freakin' just need to move on but I'm just so pissed off at myself and so pathetic and I... can't... f***ing... explain it. WHY can't I just... stop caring...
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~Halo You're not the brightest.
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