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TopicAre you getting the iPhone X?
usui88
11/03/17 12:29:11 PM
#1
I guess just y/n


I preordered day 1 and mine wont ship until Dec 4-18

Also I had no idea its pronounced iPhone 10
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TopicITT: Music! Pt. 3
usui88
11/03/17 12:08:24 PM
#62
Carly Rae Jepsen vs My Chemical Romance - Call Me Planetary (mashup)

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TopicITT: Memes!
usui88
11/03/17 11:59:51 AM
#13
yxKaoZY
rjTUBVR
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TopicITT: Memes!
usui88
11/03/17 11:57:33 AM
#12
3XtDSD4
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TopicITT: Memes!
usui88
11/03/17 11:39:03 AM
#11
dKJa9NX

KRxpMPC

I will literally carry this topic to 500 by myself I have to
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TopicWho will win in 2020?
usui88
11/03/17 11:18:52 AM
#27
Ron Paul 2012
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TopicITT: Memes!
usui88
11/03/17 11:17:29 AM
#10
LKRog1r
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TopicITT: Memes!
usui88
11/03/17 11:14:08 AM
#9
Zangulus posted...
usui88 posted...
Zangulus posted...
usui88 posted...
Forgot I made this topic


Should have kept it that way.

Well you should hush

My meme game is on-point and I will not hear otherwise


Your meme game is so far from on point its a circle.

Your answer must be in the form of a meme
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TopicITT: Memes!
usui88
11/03/17 11:08:49 AM
#7
Zangulus posted...
usui88 posted...
Forgot I made this topic


Should have kept it that way.

Well you should hush

My meme game is on-point and I will not hear otherwise
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TopicITT: Memes!
usui88
11/03/17 11:03:44 AM
#5
rOZZIo5

moNasg5

Forgot I made this topic
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TopicITT: Music! Pt. 3
usui88
11/03/17 10:58:52 AM
#61
Axwell Ingrosso - More Than You Know

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TopicITT: Music! Pt. 3
usui88
11/03/17 9:27:31 AM
#60
Best Party Ever (megamix)

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TopicTwitter employee on last day of job deactivated Trump's account, company says
usui88
11/03/17 1:03:57 AM
#2
Saw that. Practically came from amazing
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TopicITT: Music! Pt. 3
usui88
11/03/17 1:00:12 AM
#59
Bohnes - Middle Finger

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Topictoday is my 3 year anniversary
usui88
11/03/17 12:58:02 AM
#46
Happy bd 2 u & wtvr his name is
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TopicMy friend of 13 years who has terminal cancer
usui88
11/03/17 12:51:47 AM
#31
Also you dont know the more personal conversations weve had over this time

This really isnt the whole story
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TopicRate that food ~ Day 1537 ~ Cream cheese bagel
usui88
11/03/17 12:50:16 AM
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With capers
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TopicMy friend of 13 years who has terminal cancer
usui88
11/03/17 12:47:28 AM
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Dont feel like quoting specific things

This topic was more about how to personally feel about what hes been dealing with. Ive had years to come to terms with it since he was diagnosed terminal years ago. Much as this is exactly the decision I would make if I were in his situation I still dont know how I am supposed to deal with this both with myself and how that would help me to be there for him because I have one shot at this. It just suddenly came out of nowhere because this is the first time hes ever said anything about it. And as Ive mentioned I dont know how to deal with these sorts of emotions and I dont want to fuck this up

Maybe it came off as more the former but thats because thats the one I need to work out before the latter. Please believe my thoughts are first and foremost with him this is just such a strange thing to deal with. Ive had friends die, die unexpectedly. die of cancer, commit suicide. Ive just never known ahead of time. I dont even know when hes going to go through with it and theres so much guilt over potentially not being able to be there for him that I honestly dont know that even if I could I could do much more than the second best, talking over video to say goodbye

I cant or dont want to get into the details too much but theres so much in the rest of my life going on I cant avoid that keeps me from making that trip right now especially on such potentially short notice that no matter how much I want to be there I might not be able to

Its a shitty situation that is affecting me more than I am comfortable discussing so please dont try and minimize what Im feeling about the inevitable death, regardless of circumstance, of one of my oldest friends

gguirao posted...
Sorry to hear that. I've lost a couple of relatives to cancer.

Thank you
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TopicMy review of the film "It Comes at Night"
usui88
11/01/17 12:53:21 AM
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You should work in literature
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TopicMy friend of 13 years who has terminal cancer
usui88
11/01/17 12:27:37 AM
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JTekashiro posted...
usui88 posted...
Like I dont even know what to say

FaceTime me before you go?

Like I honestly want opinions of how I should deal with this


Your friend is going to die and you actually think FaceTime is a sufficient way to see each other? You must not be a very good friend.

I was being glib because thats how I deal with shit, and if I cant make it there what alternative would you offer? Please

Oh, by the way, your friend has enough stuff going on in his life that he has decided the best option for him is to end his life. Stop thinking about yourself and support your friend.Your friend is not doing this out of anger and the decision was not made hastily. This is going to be the hardest time of his life and you are being a selfish jerk about it.

I didnt think I was. I cant not voice my feelings though and he just brought all this out. Gonna need a min to understand it and be okay in the way I need to be to be there for him

And I dont appreciate the implication that I dont care. Unfortunate as it is I have things Im having to deal with myself right now that keep me from being able to, even for one day, fly across the country

He knows my situation in the same way Im understanding his and he doesnt begrudge me this

RoboXgp89 posted...
just try not to say anything contreversal or offensive before he goes, people tend to take stuff way too personal around death

Actually that would absolutely be the most appropriate way to say goodbye. Our entire friendship was built on that very foundation
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TopicMy friend of 13 years who has terminal cancer
usui88
10/30/17 8:22:50 PM
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Like I dont even know what to say

FaceTime me before you go?

Like I honestly want opinions of how I should deal with this
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TopicMy friend of 13 years who has terminal cancer
usui88
10/30/17 8:20:56 PM
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He just told me that a pastor and notary just came up to his hospital room to fill out his final wishes and power of attorney for when he passes

Goddamnit
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TopicI'm about to quit this job in the worst way
usui88
10/30/17 8:15:03 PM
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RCtheWSBC posted...
You're just making the topic longer for you to read, my dear!

Im my own worst enemy I guess help me a better person RC
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TopicI'm about to quit this job in the worst way
usui88
10/30/17 6:03:34 PM
#68
RCtheWSBC posted...
Sold!

fucking sucker, those bitcoins are rigged to explode any moment now

Yeah Im not gonna read it

Your moneys no good here
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TopicI'm about to quit this job in the worst way
usui88
10/30/17 5:58:49 PM
#66
RCtheWSBC posted...
Bruh I'll pay you 5.3 bitcoins to read the topic

5.2 bitcoins and not 1/10 of a bitcoin more
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TopicI'm about to quit this job in the worst way
usui88
10/30/17 5:28:45 PM
#64
Im sure its been asked and answered already in this thread but I aint slogging through all this mess to find out

What do you do?

And Happy Monday 2 u 2 guh
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TopicITT: Memes!
usui88
10/30/17 5:24:57 PM
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Not exactly a meme but this is figuratively killing me rn

https://www.facebook.com/memez0ne/videos/258042884720727/
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TopicMy friend of 13 years who has terminal cancer
usui88
10/30/17 5:18:37 PM
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Moonjay posted...
Pretty damn cold to call their feelings nonsense.

Thats just the way I phrase things. He knows the way I mean it
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TopicMy friend of 13 years who has terminal cancer
usui88
10/30/17 5:03:02 PM
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Alexandra_Trent posted...
I'm sorry to hear that. No matter what happens try your best to be there for him even though he might tell you otherwise. He gets angry because of his helplessness and the fear of what's to come.

You as well as his other loved ones must be there for him as these last days are when he'll need you the most.

Be strong; both for yourself and for him.

*hugs *

Thanks hun. Its just hard feeling so helpless

7PHipSe

I just dont know what more I can do than this and it feels like so little
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TopicMy friend of 13 years who has terminal cancer
usui88
10/30/17 2:24:48 PM
#16
SushiSquid posted...
usui88 posted...
Did you really delete your post and go with this instead like it would be better

He didn't delete that first post. A moderator did.

Lmao good

I never mark ppl so aces to whoever did
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TopicITT: Music! Pt. 3
usui88
10/30/17 1:09:19 PM
#58
PVRIS - My House


PVRIS - Holy


PVRIS - Anyone Else


PVRIS - Whats Wrong


PVRIS - Heaven


PVRIS - You and I
https://youtu.be/D0NqJgcbH

Only recently discovered them but Im obsessed
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TopicMy friend of 13 years who has terminal cancer
usui88
10/30/17 12:43:16 PM
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NightShift posted...
sorry op. cancer sucks and id never wish it on even the worst people. i honestly can understand where your friend is coming from. he probably wants to go out on his/her terms and with dignity and not suffer and rot in a hospital bed. i would try and live as long as i could with it untill it became too much. then ride at 170mph off a cliff side at the dragons tail.

Hes been hospitalized during every Christmas and birthday since he was diagnosed

We live in different states now and I was supposed to go see him last winter break but I couldnt bc of that

I really do understand it and I probably would do the same I just hate knowing the last time I saw him, before he was diagnosed, might be the last time

ssj4supervegeta posted...
i mean. i'd say just try some non-standard medicines in the vain hope it might work. better than nothing at least.

Hes tried everything. Hes got some serious money so hes been able to afford it all and nothing has helped. A big deal recently was when he was able to hit 90 lbs
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TopicIs addiction a disease, and should it be treated the same as cancer, etc
usui88
10/30/17 12:24:40 PM
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Ive had my own issues and even I dont see it as a disease. Its a behavior

I think its just been presented that way so that itll be more treated more seriously than people otherwise would
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TopicNo matter how bad your Monday is going
usui88
10/30/17 12:16:52 PM
#7
Zangulus posted...
eat a sushi dinner out of an Asian strippers asshole.

Now THAT sounds like a good Monday
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TopicNo matter how bad your Monday is going
usui88
10/30/17 12:13:16 PM
#5
lmao



This is literally me rn

I am loving this shit
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TopicMy friend of 13 years who has terminal cancer
usui88
10/30/17 12:06:38 PM
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mastermix3000 posted...
aHappySacka posted...
Is it terminal 7? otherwise there's no meme potential.


Really?

OP that really fuckin sucks, make their last days count

Depending on how open minded they are you can point them towards spirituality

Hes just so beyond that point now idk how much good that would do

He almost got pissed at me for caring, if that makes sense

SusanGreenEyes posted...
I'm sorry about your friend.
That's very sad.

Thank you

SushiSquid posted...
I don't understand the dedication to trolling that one ass hole is exhibiting in this topic. It's just shameful and wrong.

I'm really sorry to hear about your friend. For what it's worth, I know how hard it is to lose a close friend. Spend what time you've got left with him and make it good. It'll make his last days much better for him, and those memories will be what keeps you going when he's gone.

Thanks, and Im used to dickholes like that so Im not too bothered

LeetCheet posted...
That sucks big time. Fucking cancer always ruining it for everyone.
It wasn't already terminal when he was diagnosed three year ago, was it?

No it was diagnosed at stage 3. Its weird to say but the doctors didnt think hed lived as long as he had

aHappySacka posted...

Did you really delete your post and go with this instead like it would be better

Fuck off asshole
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TopicTo anyone here who uses kratom
usui88
10/30/17 12:03:43 PM
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where do you get yours from?

Ive been buying from Sacred Kratom and their product is good and well-priced, Ive just been curious if theres a better place since its so hard to find good info on this shit
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TopicMy friend of 13 years who has terminal cancer
usui88
10/29/17 5:50:34 PM
#5
aHappySacka posted...
Is it terminal 7? otherwise there's no meme potential.

Also thats such a shitty thing to say
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TopicMy friend of 13 years who has terminal cancer
usui88
10/29/17 5:48:09 PM
#4
He was diagnosed three years ago

Like theres nothing the doctors can do
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TopicMy friend of 13 years who has terminal cancer
usui88
10/29/17 5:04:57 PM
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is talking about killing himself

Life is so terrible sometimes

Fuck
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TopicMy friend of 13 years
usui88
10/29/17 5:03:47 PM
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who has terminal cancer is talking about killing himself

Life is so terrible sometimes

Fuck
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TopicITT: Memes!
usui88
10/29/17 1:47:52 PM
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lOU7nbS
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TopicITT: Memes!
usui88
10/29/17 1:44:35 PM
#1
LvXFSKL
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TopicITT post your halloween costume if you have one
usui88
10/29/17 10:00:36 AM
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Last time I dressed up for Halloween was high school sophomore year

I wore a grim reaper costume with a sign that said cholesterol
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TopicITT: Music! Pt. 3
usui88
10/29/17 9:45:12 AM
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Annaland - Tokyo

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TopicDid your family participate in combat during WWII?
usui88
10/28/17 11:15:21 AM
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My step-grandfather was a pilot in WWII

He speaks French, German, and Japanese from his time overseas. Only met him last year but hes a pretty chill dude with some cool stories
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TopicY'all need to relax
usui88
10/28/17 11:03:15 AM
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Doctor Foxx posted...
This is totally the pot calling the kettle black

Racist
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TopicWho remembers my topic about having to move in with my bf
usui88
10/27/17 10:21:25 PM
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SpeeDLeemon posted...
u r insane

I actually live for this sort of impulsivity

Life is never boring
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