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| Topic | Wind Waker is still the best Zelda game. |
| _Lyonidias 12/31/18 1:44:50 PM #3 | I liked WW a lot --- she's a killer queen~ Lyonidiias.sarahah.com |
| Topic | CE, what kind of parents did you have growing up? |
| _Lyonidias 12/31/18 1:16:45 PM #17 | My parents were pretty awful growing up. Mother was emotionally and verbally abusive to me. Even told me to go kill myself. I only have one memory of her not constantly being angry and screaming (which brings me to tears even thinking about it; Id give anything for her to be that person today) Never knew if something I said wrong would piss her off; there were many times where I would feel intense fear because I conveyed the wrong tone and she took it as me being disrespectful Blamed me for how she treated me. I remember once she accidentally slammed my leg in a car door and she said it was my fault because I was rude and usually jumped out first. Once when I was little I backed into her lit cigarette and she got mad. Another gem of hers is claiming I wanted a pet to be put down so I could get another one. I was like 10, maybe 11? I was deeply attached to all of my pets (they were all I had) and that stung so bad. Also told my niece ever since she was little that I hated her. Not true at all. They always threatened to put me in juvie which seemed tangible given my father was in law enforcement. I hid my mental illness because they always threatened to have me committed and that scared me so bad - I thought I would never see the outside world if that happened. So I suffered silently. I was also homeschooled, the burden of teaching me lied on my mother so....that was awful. Plus I never got out of the house to make friends and anytime I would complain she would tell me that running errands with them (which was pretty much just going to the store from time to time) was enough socializing. Called me a slut at the age of 14 for talking to boys the same age online (at this point nothing was sexual) I had no privacy until I was like 18. They even removed my door at one point. My father enables her abusiveness. I still live with them and she regularly threatens to kick me out knowing full well I have no where to go and no car at the moment, so i try to hide in my room and avoid her in case I breathe the wrong way (not exaggerating) and she threatens to kick me out. Trying to get out by mid February or so. --- she's a killer queen~ Lyonidiias.sarahah.com |
| Topic | I guzzled a whole bottle of wine, now I'm eating garlic bread in a bubble bath |
| _Lyonidias 12/31/18 12:43:59 PM #9 | Oh yeah nearly forgot deeding --- she's a killer queen~ Lyonidiias.sarahah.com |
| Topic | I guzzled a whole bottle of wine, now I'm eating garlic bread in a bubble bath |
| _Lyonidias 12/31/18 12:39:36 PM #5 | Wine and video games --- she's a killer queen~ Lyonidiias.sarahah.com |
| Topic | i'm tired of hearing how good black panther is |
| _Lyonidias 12/31/18 12:34:11 PM #32 | Irony posted... Same but with living --- she's a killer queen~ Lyonidiias.sarahah.com |
| Topic | Elizabeth Warren running is good for Trump. |
| _Lyonidias 12/31/18 12:31:48 PM #26 | coinstarcad posted... Terrible candidate for the left. 2016 proved the country would rather have Donald than a woman president. Pretty much --- she's a killer queen~ Lyonidiias.sarahah.com |
| Topic | Sorry for being an asshole lately. |
| _Lyonidias 12/31/18 12:26:04 PM #114 | powerman1426 posted... Best wishes Joe, hopefully you find an even keel. Im trying man Foppe posted... I'm sorry. It is what it is :/ Just gotta keep on keepin on --- she's a killer queen~ Lyonidiias.sarahah.com |
| Topic | i literally just saw a commercial make a prison rape joke.. |
| _Lyonidias 12/31/18 12:52:15 AM #22 | Trivializing rape is bad, and it is quite low brow to use it as a punchline in a commercial. --- she's a killer queen~ Lyonidiias.sarahah.com |
| Topic | The last good 3D Sonic game was Sonic Adventure 2 |
| _Lyonidias 12/31/18 12:45:58 AM #12 | I loved the chao garden --- she's a killer queen~ Lyonidiias.sarahah.com |
| Topic | I love the enemy designs in Bayonetta |
| _Lyonidias 12/31/18 12:36:29 AM #6 | Blue_Inigo posted... Romulox28 posted...Are the games worth playing on switch This tbh And I love the enemy designs --- she's a killer queen~ Lyonidiias.sarahah.com |
| Topic | I've been sick for like 2 weeks |
| _Lyonidias 12/31/18 12:26:58 AM #10 | EternalDivide posted... 10000 mg of vitamin C a day, a few cups of hot peppermint tea and a few hot toddys work wonders on colds for me. Hmmm. Ill look into that. Even non evidence based symptom relief sounds like heaven rn --- she's a killer queen~ Lyonidiias.sarahah.com |
| Topic | The last good 3D Sonic game was Sonic Adventure 2 |
| _Lyonidias 12/31/18 12:26:05 AM #9 | Genocet_10-325 posted... Banjo2553 posted...Nah. --- she's a killer queen~ Lyonidiias.sarahah.com |
| Topic | There are loot boxes in real life now. |
| _Lyonidias 12/31/18 12:21:57 AM #10 | RebelElite791 posted... Blind bags have been a thing for a long time now. I mean hell really they've been a thing since TCG boosters. Ya this --- she's a killer queen~ Lyonidiias.sarahah.com |
| Topic | I've been sick for like 2 weeks |
| _Lyonidias 12/31/18 12:21:14 AM #8 | smoliske posted... i should have sent you back with 10 boxes, I have them ALL OVER yeah the nasal congestion randomly got worse --- she's a killer queen~ Lyonidiias.sarahah.com |
| Topic | Should mods go back to being strict on the discussion of deeding? |
| _Lyonidias 12/31/18 12:10:17 AM #3 | Nah masturbation is amazing --- she's a killer queen~ Lyonidiias.sarahah.com |
| Topic | Had sex without a condom today. |
| _Lyonidias 12/31/18 12:09:40 AM #11 | In terms of how it feels, condoms are atrocious --- she's a killer queen~ Lyonidiias.sarahah.com |
| Topic | I've been sick for like 2 weeks |
| _Lyonidias 12/31/18 12:08:55 AM #4 | Ryetoast posted... I havent been sick once yet.. Ya I had a couple colds before but this is pretty bad. Ive been working sick too which always sucks --- she's a killer queen~ Lyonidiias.sarahah.com |
| Topic | I've been sick for like 2 weeks |
| _Lyonidias 12/31/18 12:00:33 AM #1 | ugh send Kleenex --- she's a killer queen~ Lyonidiias.sarahah.com |
| Topic | I'm at the mall |
| _Lyonidias 12/30/18 11:33:49 PM #7 | Ryetoast posted... _Lyonidias posted...Ryetoast posted..._Lyonidias posted...Im at the Pizza Hut Thats cool but I was throwing out some rap --- she's a killer queen~ Lyonidiias.sarahah.com |
| Topic | Should I throw my babby out in the cold? |
| _Lyonidias 12/30/18 11:32:55 PM #16 | YukihoHagiwara posted... they need to do way instain smoliske who kill their babby because these babby cant fragtht back? it was on the news this mroing Im unsure if you had a stroke writing that or if I had one while reading it but lol --- she's a killer queen~ Lyonidiias.sarahah.com |
| Topic | I'm at the mall |
| _Lyonidias 12/30/18 11:31:49 PM #5 | Ryetoast posted... _Lyonidias posted...Im at the Pizza Hut  --- she's a killer queen~ Lyonidiias.sarahah.com |
| Topic | How will you be spending your New Year's Eve? |
| _Lyonidias 12/30/18 11:27:17 PM #22 | Aeriis posted... SpiralDrift posted...Aeriis posted...Putting my very sick dog down then working :( Im so sorry guys :( Ive had a handful of pets die or be put down - the pain is indescribable. Keeping yall in my thoughts. PM me if you need to vent. --- she's a killer queen~ Lyonidiias.sarahah.com |
| Topic | Should I throw my babby out in the cold? |
| _Lyonidias 12/30/18 11:20:16 PM #11 | catboy0_0 posted... lol joe is a babby What is your problem with me? Jesus. --- she's a killer queen~ Lyonidiias.sarahah.com |
| Topic | Should I throw my babby out in the cold? |
| _Lyonidias 12/30/18 11:17:58 PM #8 | smoliske posted... He wont stop farting, my room smells like death. Zurkon posted... _Lyonidias posted...Shock collar and outside time Not sure if flaming or deliberately being obtuse --- she's a killer queen~ Lyonidiias.sarahah.com |
| Topic | Should I throw my babby out in the cold? |
| _Lyonidias 12/30/18 11:13:09 PM #5 | Shock collar and outside time Keeps them fuckers quiet and they can share outside --- she's a killer queen~ Lyonidiias.sarahah.com |
| Topic | I'm at the mall |
| _Lyonidias 12/30/18 10:59:22 PM #2 | Im at the Pizza Hut Im at the Taco Bell Im at the combination Pizza Hut and Taco Bell --- she's a killer queen~ Lyonidiias.sarahah.com |
| Topic | How will you be spending your New Year's Eve? |
| _Lyonidias 12/30/18 10:57:47 PM #1 | Ill be working that night Honestly excited so I get to tell my patients that I havent seen them in a whole year because I love silly jokes : D Will probably be the one day they give me super critically ill intubated patients that cant even respond to me :U --- she's a killer queen~ Lyonidiias.sarahah.com |
| Topic | Still no job. |
| _Lyonidias 12/30/18 10:54:53 PM #3 | Sucks man :/ --- she's a killer queen~ Lyonidiias.sarahah.com |
| Topic | I'm in a hotel ask me anything. |
| _Lyonidias 12/30/18 10:54:33 PM #10 | Duncanwii posted... _Lyonidias posted...Is it a nice hotel? Never stayed in one. Hope youre having fun! --- she's a killer queen~ Lyonidiias.sarahah.com |
| Topic | I'm in a hotel ask me anything. |
| _Lyonidias 12/30/18 10:51:35 PM #8 | Is it a nice hotel? --- she's a killer queen~ Lyonidiias.sarahah.com |
| Topic | Which CEuser will you be getting your New Years Eve Kiss from(Seconds Game) |
| _Lyonidias 12/30/18 10:49:07 PM #50 | Harpie posted... _Lyonidias posted...catboy0_0 posted..._Lyonidias posted...Harpie posted...Oh god why am I in this fr though hes super hot and cold towards me and idgi like even in the same topic sometimes i havent done anything to him --- she's a killer queen~ Lyonidiias.sarahah.com |
| Topic | I nearly forgot how much I love rammstein omg |
| _Lyonidias 12/30/18 10:37:32 PM #4 | ProfessorKukui posted... Ye, I like ramen too Hahahahaha --- she's a killer queen~ Lyonidiias.sarahah.com |
| Topic | I nearly forgot how much I love rammstein omg |
| _Lyonidias 12/30/18 10:31:20 PM #1 | also: related but I still find this remix amusing in a juvenile way  --- she's a killer queen~ Lyonidiias.sarahah.com |
| Topic | Which CEuser will you be getting your New Years Eve Kiss from(Seconds Game) |
| _Lyonidias 12/30/18 10:22:08 PM #44 | catboy0_0 posted... _Lyonidias posted...Harpie posted...Oh god why am I in this Why do you keep trolling me when I post What do you get out of this --- she's a killer queen~ Lyonidiias.sarahah.com |
| Topic | CE, what is your New Year's resolution? |
| _Lyonidias 12/30/18 10:19:20 PM #4 | 1 lose weight 2 exercise regularly 3 attend therapy regularly 4 develop the skills to self manage suicidal thoughts and self harming crap 5 organize myself 6 get out of my abusive mothers house 7 buy a car 8 develop photography skills since I love photography 9 practice self care regularly 10 make time for hobbies --- she's a killer queen~ Lyonidiias.sarahah.com |
| Topic | Which CEuser will you be getting your New Years Eve Kiss from(Seconds Game) |
| _Lyonidias 12/30/18 10:15:34 PM #39 | Harpie posted... Oh god why am I in this --- she's a killer queen~ Lyonidiias.sarahah.com |
| Topic | Why are so many girls kinky? |
| _Lyonidias 12/30/18 10:15:18 PM #6 | Hayame Zero posted... Because the fact that women enjoy sex as much as, if not more than men, is a somewhat fairly recent acknowledgement into the public conscienceness. --- she's a killer queen~ Lyonidiias.sarahah.com |
| Topic | Sorry for being an asshole lately. |
| _Lyonidias 12/30/18 10:07:34 PM #106 | Harpie posted... _Lyonidias posted...Harpie posted...I love CE. Its so much fun here to goof around with other people. However, CE is the worst place to be when Im headed to a downward spiral. Sure, there are lots of caring and lovely people here but when Im in a bad state, it only takes one shitty comment from someone to send my head spinning. Yeah I have no one really And I ruined friendships here by volition of my own mental illness I do like solitude from time to time but its all Ive known --- she's a killer queen~ Lyonidiias.sarahah.com |
| Topic | Sorry for being an asshole lately. |
| _Lyonidias 12/30/18 10:06:36 PM #105 | catboy0_0 posted... never gonna make you cry I think its past your bedtime --- she's a killer queen~ Lyonidiias.sarahah.com |
| Topic | Sorry for being an asshole lately. |
| _Lyonidias 12/30/18 10:03:49 PM #102 | Harpie posted... KamenRiderBlade posted...@Harpie Sounds like things keep looking up for you :) Glad to hear it --- she's a killer queen~ Lyonidiias.sarahah.com |
| Topic | Sorry for being an asshole lately. |
| _Lyonidias 12/30/18 10:02:54 PM #101 | What do you think its whatever means? --- she's a killer queen~ Lyonidiias.sarahah.com |
| Topic | Sorry for being an asshole lately. |
| _Lyonidias 12/30/18 9:56:18 PM #98 | Zodd3224 posted... _Lyonidias posted...Zodd3224 posted...My only condition is that you dont accuse me of something and then ignore my responses that refute it. That was irritating. Man hating comments are getting old too. Eh its whatever. Used to it. --- she's a killer queen~ Lyonidiias.sarahah.com |
| Topic | Sorry for being an asshole lately. |
| _Lyonidias 12/30/18 9:54:00 PM #95 | Harpie posted... I love CE. Its so much fun here to goof around with other people. However, CE is the worst place to be when Im headed to a downward spiral. Sure, there are lots of caring and lovely people here but when Im in a bad state, it only takes one shitty comment from someone to send my head spinning. Yeah its fun when its fun but Im really spiraling now because I already have shit self esteem and honestly its pretty bad :/ trying to keep my head up. I dont think there are many people here who have any desire to have outside contact with me. Mostly been spending my time other places. Thank you tho --- she's a killer queen~ Lyonidiias.sarahah.com |
| Topic | Sorry for being an asshole lately. |
| _Lyonidias 12/30/18 9:52:20 PM #92 | Zodd3224 posted... My only condition is that you dont accuse me of something and then ignore my responses that refute it. That was irritating. Man hating comments are getting old too. Fair enough. I dont care if people find me hot honestly, thats not a reflection of who someone is. Thats what matters. I apologize if my comments come across as man hating but ... I think we may have to agree to disagree to an extent on that one. --- she's a killer queen~ Lyonidiias.sarahah.com |
| Topic | Post your singing voice. |
| _Lyonidias 12/30/18 9:39:29 PM #30 | Zurkon posted... My singing voice is bad --- she's a killer queen~ Lyonidiias.sarahah.com |
| Topic | What game should I get on Switch eshop? |
| _Lyonidias 12/30/18 9:35:44 PM #7 | bayonetta --- she's a killer queen~ Lyonidiias.sarahah.com |
| Topic | Sorry for being an asshole lately. |
| _Lyonidias 12/30/18 9:35:08 PM #81 | Ray_Dorset posted... _Lyonidias posted...frogman_295 posted...I actuallycompletely understand if its mental health related. I often refrain, but boy does bipolar make me wanna rip heads off lol Yeah Im getting professional help. Im not really seeking help here fwiw catboy0_0 posted... catboy0_0 posted..._Lyonidias posted...tbf most of my ire wasnt directed at you to begin with Ah, gotcha. --- she's a killer queen~ Lyonidiias.sarahah.com |
| Topic | Rate this conversation I had on Tinder out of 10. |
| _Lyonidias 12/30/18 9:30:42 PM #35 | Proto_Spark posted... Mystery_Mission posted...Muffinz0rz posted...Land Of Gamecubes posted...please respond --- she's a killer queen~ Lyonidiias.sarahah.com |
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