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dmsarposoth
12/30/18 5:03:30 AM
#51:


_Lyonidias posted...
lashed out at people

you sure they didn't deserve it?
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weekoldhotdog
12/30/18 5:22:57 AM
#52:


So now we rebegin the victum cycle before making a new topic less than 36 hours from now shitposting some user that doesn't deserve it before getting suspended and coming back 3-7 days later apologizing again.

Rinse and repeat forever.
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dmsarposoth
12/30/18 5:26:19 AM
#53:


weekoldhotdog posted...
So now we rebegin the victum cycle before making a new topic less than 36 hours from now shitposting some user that doesn't deserve it before getting suspended and coming back 3-7 days later apologizing again.

Rinse and repeat forever.

CE sucks. they intend for this shit to happen because they don't have real life
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_Lyonidias
12/30/18 5:28:36 AM
#54:


dmsarposoth posted...
_Lyonidias posted...
lashed out at people

you sure they didn't deserve it?


doesnt matter
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frogman_295
12/30/18 5:31:08 AM
#55:


I actuallycompletely understand if its mental health related. I often refrain, but boy does bipolar make me wanna rip heads off lol
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dmsarposoth
12/30/18 5:31:28 AM
#56:


_Lyonidias posted...
dmsarposoth posted...
_Lyonidias posted...
lashed out at people

you sure they didn't deserve it?


doesnt matter

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_Lyonidias
12/30/18 5:34:02 AM
#57:


frogman_295 posted...
I actuallycompletely understand if its mental health related. I often refrain, but boy does bipolar make me wanna rip heads off lol


I know Im depressed and extremely anxiety prone, but Im pretty sure I have undiagnosed BPD
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dmsarposoth
12/30/18 5:36:16 AM
#58:


_Lyonidias posted...
frogman_295 posted...
I actuallycompletely understand if its mental health related. I often refrain, but boy does bipolar make me wanna rip heads off lol


I know Im depressed and extremely anxiety prone, but Im pretty sure I have undiagnosed BPD

yeah. you're borderline personality disorder. me too. but you can be stronger than it
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frogman_295
12/30/18 5:37:18 AM
#59:


_Lyonidias posted...
frogman_295 posted...
I actuallycompletely understand if its mental health related. I often refrain, but boy does bipolar make me wanna rip heads off lol


I know Im depressed and extremely anxiety prone, but Im pretty sure I have undiagnosed BPD

well, irritabilitty is one of the main symptoms, just sayin
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dmsarposoth
12/30/18 5:37:49 AM
#60:


you have to realize you're a person too and people aren't trying to hurt you
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_Lyonidias
12/30/18 5:37:52 AM
#61:


frogman_295 posted...
_Lyonidias posted...
frogman_295 posted...
I actuallycompletely understand if its mental health related. I often refrain, but boy does bipolar make me wanna rip heads off lol


I know Im depressed and extremely anxiety prone, but Im pretty sure I have undiagnosed BPD

well, irritabilitty is one of the main symptoms, just sayin


Yeah plus the turbulence I suppose is also a red flag
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frogman_295
12/30/18 5:38:47 AM
#62:


yeah borderline seems equally awful. I dont have it, but ive heard about it.
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dmsarposoth
12/30/18 5:39:16 AM
#63:


_Lyonidias posted...
frogman_295 posted...
_Lyonidias posted...
frogman_295 posted...
I actuallycompletely understand if its mental health related. I often refrain, but boy does bipolar make me wanna rip heads off lol


I know Im depressed and extremely anxiety prone, but Im pretty sure I have undiagnosed BPD

well, irritabilitty is one of the main symptoms, just sayin


Yeah plus the turbulence I suppose is also a red flag

no it isn't. it's a good indication of when you are starting to lose control of what you can deal with
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_Lyonidias
12/30/18 5:41:20 AM
#64:


frogman_295 posted...
yeah borderline seems equally awful. I dont have it, but ive heard about it.


Yeah. Hopefully I get proper counseling and med adjustments as needed
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dmsarposoth
12/30/18 5:43:05 AM
#65:


I believe in you joe. borderline isn't very well understood by the common people
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CreekCo
12/30/18 8:21:19 AM
#66:


Get better soon

CE isn't necessarily the most healthy board to be on if you have an episode

Send some positive people here friend requests and PM them occasionally

You might find more friends here than you think

Stay positive and keep your head up :)
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_Lyonidias
12/30/18 8:42:29 AM
#67:


True. Thank you.
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KamenRiderBlade
12/30/18 11:37:51 AM
#68:


::Gives you another Big Hug!::
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KamenRiderBlade
12/30/18 11:41:53 AM
#70:


Conflict posted...
Can you stop that

::Gives you a BIG HUG!::

^_^
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_Lyonidias
12/30/18 3:14:13 PM
#71:


n_n
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_Lyonidias
12/30/18 7:20:41 PM
#72:


signal boost
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catboy0_0
12/30/18 7:21:20 PM
#73:


I appreciate that you are who you are
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CyricZ
12/30/18 7:25:35 PM
#74:


I hope you can find some mental peace. It's so hard to come by.
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_Lyonidias
12/30/18 7:31:50 PM
#75:


CyricZ posted...
I hope you can find some mental peace. It's so hard to come by.


Thank you.

I dont think Ill find mental peace anytime soon. Its going to take a lot of effort and self improvement to even begin.
Still trying to find myself.
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catboy0_0
12/30/18 7:34:01 PM
#76:


I forgive you even still
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_Lyonidias
12/30/18 9:29:37 PM
#77:


tbf most of my ire wasnt directed at you to begin with
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catboy0_0
12/30/18 9:30:30 PM
#78:


_Lyonidias posted...
tbf most of my ire wasnt directed at you to begin with

no. but I think you deserve my forgiveness regardless
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Ray_Dorset
12/30/18 9:32:25 PM
#79:


_Lyonidias posted...
frogman_295 posted...
I actuallycompletely understand if its mental health related. I often refrain, but boy does bipolar make me wanna rip heads off lol


I know Im depressed and extremely anxiety prone, but Im pretty sure I have undiagnosed BPD


Depression is god awful, I've been there before. I can't speak about your particular situation, but in all honesty, this place isn't going to do you any favors. Like Cyric mentioned, genuinely hope you can find peace of mind whether it's through professional help (which I did) or another constructive avenue.
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catboy0_0
12/30/18 9:33:08 PM
#80:


catboy0_0 posted...
_Lyonidias posted...
tbf most of my ire wasnt directed at you to begin with

no. but I think you deserve my forgiveness regardless

I do not mean that you "screwed up" and "need" forgiveness, but my door is always open to you
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_Lyonidias
12/30/18 9:35:08 PM
#81:


Ray_Dorset posted...
_Lyonidias posted...
frogman_295 posted...
I actuallycompletely understand if its mental health related. I often refrain, but boy does bipolar make me wanna rip heads off lol


I know Im depressed and extremely anxiety prone, but Im pretty sure I have undiagnosed BPD


Depression is god awful, I've been there before. I can't speak about your particular situation, but in all honesty, this place isn't going to do you any favors. Like Cyric mentioned, genuinely hope you can find peace of mind whether it's through professional help (which I did) or another constructive avenue.


Yeah Im getting professional help.
Im not really seeking help here fwiw

catboy0_0 posted...
catboy0_0 posted...
_Lyonidias posted...
tbf most of my ire wasnt directed at you to begin with

no. but I think you deserve my forgiveness regardless

I do not mean that you "screwed up" and "need" forgiveness, but my door is always open to you


Ah, gotcha.
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Zodd3224
12/30/18 9:39:27 PM
#82:


My only condition is that you dont accuse me of something and then ignore my responses that refute it. That was irritating. Man hating comments are getting old too.

Anyone who doesnt find you hot doesnt appreciate PAWGs and that is their loss.
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catboy0_0
12/30/18 9:40:09 PM
#83:


Zodd3224 posted...
My only condition is that you dont accuse me of something and then ignore my responses that refute it. That was irritating. Man hating comments are getting old too.

Anyone who doesnt find you hot doesnt appreciate PAWGs and that is their loss.

stop caring
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Zodd3224
12/30/18 9:44:19 PM
#84:


catboy0_0 posted...
Zodd3224 posted...
My only condition is that you dont accuse me of something and then ignore my responses that refute it. That was irritating. Man hating comments are getting old too.

Anyone who doesnt find you hot doesnt appreciate PAWGs and that is their loss.

stop caring


What a strange response
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catboy0_0
12/30/18 9:45:08 PM
#85:


Zodd3224 posted...
catboy0_0 posted...
Zodd3224 posted...
My only condition is that you dont accuse me of something and then ignore my responses that refute it. That was irritating. Man hating comments are getting old too.

Anyone who doesnt find you hot doesnt appreciate PAWGs and that is their loss.

stop caring


What a strange response

who cares what she "did" to you. she's literally only 20. you need to let go of petty shit
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Ray_Dorset
12/30/18 9:48:27 PM
#86:


_Lyonidias posted...
Yeah Im getting professional help.
Im not really seeking help here fwiw


Glad to hear that. Just don't let CE get to you, as difficult as that may be sometimes.
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V-E-G-Y-
12/30/18 9:48:34 PM
#87:


catboy0_0 posted...
who cares what she "did" to you. she's literally only 20. you need to let go of petty shit

Calm down, TC cares since dat is what da whole topic is about
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Zodd3224
12/30/18 9:49:04 PM
#88:


Good luck with your therapy too. It helped my sister in law a lot.
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catboy0_0
12/30/18 9:49:55 PM
#89:


Zodd3224 posted...
Good luck with your therapy too. It helped my sister in law a lot.

still mad the post
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Zodd3224
12/30/18 9:51:05 PM
#90:


catboy0_0 posted...
Zodd3224 posted...
Good luck with your therapy too. It helped my sister in law a lot.

still mad the post


Go to bed catboy. You are making less sense with each post.
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Harpie
12/30/18 9:51:06 PM
#91:


I love CE. Its so much fun here to goof around with other people. However, CE is the worst place to be when Im headed to a downward spiral. Sure, there are lots of caring and lovely people here but when Im in a bad state, it only takes one shitty comment from someone to send my head spinning.

It seems to be similar for you as well. It might be beneficial to get your ce friends contact info outside of here and take a long break. I used to block this site from my searches just so I wouldnt come back to lurk and see what people were saying about me.

Be careful, Joe <33
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_Lyonidias
12/30/18 9:52:20 PM
#92:


Zodd3224 posted...
My only condition is that you dont accuse me of something and then ignore my responses that refute it. That was irritating. Man hating comments are getting old too.

Anyone who doesnt find you hot doesnt appreciate PAWGs and that is their loss.


Fair enough.

I dont care if people find me hot honestly, thats not a reflection of who someone is. Thats what matters.

I apologize if my comments come across as man hating but ... I think we may have to agree to disagree to an extent on that one.
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KamenRiderBlade
12/30/18 9:52:51 PM
#93:


@Harpie

::Gives you a big hug::

Don't leave us!!!
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catboy0_0
12/30/18 9:53:23 PM
#94:


Zodd3224 posted...
catboy0_0 posted...
Zodd3224 posted...
Good luck with your therapy too. It helped my sister in law a lot.

still mad the post


Go to bed catboy. You are making less sense with each post.

you're mad at either harpie or joe. you need to drop that shit
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_Lyonidias
12/30/18 9:54:00 PM
#95:


Harpie posted...
I love CE. Its so much fun here to goof around with other people. However, CE is the worst place to be when Im headed to a downward spiral. Sure, there are lots of caring and lovely people here but when Im in a bad state, it only takes one shitty comment from someone to send my head spinning.

It seems to be similar for you as well. It might be beneficial to get your ce friends contact info outside of here and take a long break. I used to block this site from my searches just so I wouldnt come back to lurk and see what people were saying about me.

Be careful, Joe <33


Yeah its fun when its fun but Im really spiraling now because I already have shit self esteem and honestly its pretty bad :/ trying to keep my head up.
I dont think there are many people here who have any desire to have outside contact with me. Mostly been spending my time other places.
Thank you tho
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Zodd3224
12/30/18 9:55:02 PM
#96:


_Lyonidias posted...
Zodd3224 posted...
My only condition is that you dont accuse me of something and then ignore my responses that refute it. That was irritating. Man hating comments are getting old too.

Anyone who doesnt find you hot doesnt appreciate PAWGs and that is their loss.


Fair enough.

I dont care if people find me hot honestly, thats not a reflection of who someone is. Thats what matters.

I apologize if my comments come across as man hating but ... I think we may have to agree to disagree to an extent on that one.


Cool. Also I apologize for saying some mean shit before and afterwards.
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RebelElite791
12/30/18 9:55:43 PM
#97:


Expected to arrive at the last page of this topic and see TC suspended already.

I'm surprised tbh.
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_Lyonidias
12/30/18 9:56:18 PM
#98:


Zodd3224 posted...
_Lyonidias posted...
Zodd3224 posted...
My only condition is that you dont accuse me of something and then ignore my responses that refute it. That was irritating. Man hating comments are getting old too.

Anyone who doesnt find you hot doesnt appreciate PAWGs and that is their loss.


Fair enough.

I dont care if people find me hot honestly, thats not a reflection of who someone is. Thats what matters.

I apologize if my comments come across as man hating but ... I think we may have to agree to disagree to an extent on that one.


Cool. Also I apologize for saying some mean shit before and afterwards.


Eh its whatever. Used to it.
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catboy0_0
12/30/18 9:56:32 PM
#99:


Zodd3224 posted...
_Lyonidias posted...
Zodd3224 posted...
My only condition is that you dont accuse me of something and then ignore my responses that refute it. That was irritating. Man hating comments are getting old too.

Anyone who doesnt find you hot doesnt appreciate PAWGs and that is their loss.


Fair enough.

I dont care if people find me hot honestly, thats not a reflection of who someone is. Thats what matters.

I apologize if my comments come across as man hating but ... I think we may have to agree to disagree to an extent on that one.


Cool. Also I apologize for saying some mean shit before and afterwards.

do you expect her to accept your forgiveness?
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Harpie
12/30/18 10:02:41 PM
#100:


KamenRiderBlade posted...
@Harpie

::Gives you a big hug::

Don't leave us!!!

Lol I pretty much already have

I only bounce back here from time to time now. Trying to focus on bettering and making strides in my own life rather than spend hours upon hours here

1) Im not drinking myself sick anymore
2) Ive moved out of my old home with my abusive dad
3) Have an apartment and a roommate
4) Going to college for Computer Science in the Fall
5) Regularly attending therapy thats actually doing something for me
6) Working full time until school starts, where I will then switch to part time
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