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I know it sounds silly, a lot of you might not think that it's how it works. But it's honestly one of the best ways to cure depression.

I have a lot of medical problems in real life. Every day for over half a decade I've wished that I could just die and be reborn and have a normal life with a normal body and none of this bullshit that affects most facets of my life, but in the end that won't be what happens. I was just waiting for myself to become dust in the wind.

When I saw Lorde, Run The Jewewls opened for her and Killer Mike talked a lot about how we need to kick depressions ass and how suicide should never be an option. But what really resonated with me is that during Lorde's set she spoke a lot about self-love and how she has had to accept loneliness and find ways to love herself throughout her life and how loving yourself is key to life.

So I'll do it. I'll love myself until the day I die and I'll live for at least another 60 years. I'm 220lbs. But I love myself now, and I want to take care of myself. So I'm changing that aspect of my life. I'm also going to start going out more and expanding my social group. I feel like my self-esteem is skyrocketing. I think things are going up, fam!!!!

madadude posted...

I can't believe Mitski was touring with Lorde. Would have loved to go but too expensive for me. I am seeing Mitski by herself though in May

Mitski's set was amazing. It was basically my introduction to her even though I've heard a few songs, this was my first time really paying attention. She put on a great act. I've been listening to her a lot since the show.

It was awesome. She played with Mitski and Run The Jewels. Probably the best concert I've ever been to. I think it changed my life.

the 2008 CGI film Star Wars: The Clone Wars.

EvilMegas posted...

Goku black saga was worse than all of GT combined.

Dragon Ball Super is was than all of GT combined. It literally did nothing for the Dragon Ball saga. 80% of it was tournament arcs. Even in the fucking last episode they say "oh this form that you just discovered is only possible in that tournament!!!" like lol wtf??? What a waste of a series.

I called support. They want me to send in my GPU and they'll give me a replacement.

Honestly I'm so pissed off that I just want to return the damn thing. I don't even give a shit that I'd have to pay a $180 restocking fee.

https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B01MRZCI25/ref=oh_aui_detailpage_o02_s01?ie=UTF8&psc=1

green dragon posted...

building a pc is better than buying pre-built, imo.

then you don't get warranties. It was cheaper than building it myself because it came with a keyboard, mouse, and Windows 10.

Yopster posted...

Prebuilt?

Yes.

PC Master Race amirite?

Christ, right before Far Cry 5 comes out! I'm pissed off, I was so excited to play that and now I'm going to have to wait weeks.

I drank my first Four Loko last night and while it was a good time, I wish I could have tried the OG.

I just played again and it crashed. God damnit. I'm fucking furious. I can't believe I spent $1200 on this god damn rig and it dies on me in less than half a year.

Solid Sonic posted...

Now is not the best time to have that happen...

Though if it's a 1070 I'd at least look into possibly getting it warrantied. Should be new enough.

It is. I have a Cyberpower so I have 3 years of warranty.

green dragon posted...

what gpu?

1070

FellWolf posted...

How old?

Six months :/

My PC has been crashing most times that I have gamed for the past month. According to crash reports it is my graphics card that is causing the crashes.

It's incredibly unfortunate :/. I'm still under warranty and could just send it in but my PC is so heavy. I hope it's just a software bug because it started crashing around the last NVIDIA driver and I just downloaded the new one. But I am not expecting it to fix anything because I think it started fucking up just right before the latest update :(

didn't Trump just say a less than a week ago that he didn't anticipate any other shakeups in staff for a long time?

I want to keep my hair!!!!

The people who have the majority of power will always say those with less power have something over them so that they can continue being shitty.

LinkPizza posted...

So, the sounds like you don't know anybody in the military.

Some dude I went to high school with entered boot camp in full fatigues.

He got the shit beat out of him lmao

JanwayDaahl posted...

THEGODDAMNBATMA posted...

JanwayDaahl posted...

They all serve an imperialist government that regularly exploits foreign states and kills innocents- a government that serves rich and powerful men who just make money. So none, they're all sub-humans if they volunteer to serve in such a military.

I can't believe I actually agree with Janway on something.

Aaaand now you're going to get accused of being my 133253925781th alt.

I can't be your alt because I support LGBT people and am an atheist.

JanwayDaahl posted...

They all serve an imperialist government that regularly exploits foreign states and kills innocents- a government that serves rich and powerful men who just make money. So none, they're all sub-humans if they volunteer to serve in such a military.

I can't believe I actually agree with Janway on something.

None because most soldiers never see combat yet are treated like heroes and are completely full of themselves while taking credit for sacrifices they don't actually make while serving an imperialistic government who rarely has a reason to be in the countries they occupy other than to intimidate/kill the populace or overthrow their governments.

I think my PSU is dying because my PC constantly crashes in the middle of gaming. I can't find the source of the problem so I'm going to guess it's the PSU since it's already not good to begin with.

Here's my rig, what PSU should I get for it?

https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B01MRZCI25/ref=oh_aui_search_detailpage?ie=UTF8&psc=1

I have no clue if I can make it to a store to buy it while on vacation, but I could buy it on the eshop. BUT I like physical copies!!!!

No way those puppies will come out in 2018.

likehelly posted...

i would imagine crashing would be due to GPU or RAM issues, not hard drives or power supply.

I never thought about that. Shit.

My computer has been crashing recently and it seems to be on the memory side of things. I plan on replacing my PSU and HDD (and adding a SDD) when I get back from spring break.

Really irritating too because it only crashes when I'm playing a game, the thing I do most on this computer.

Here's my rig for reference.

https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B01MRZCI25/ref=oh_aui_detailpage_o02_s01?ie=UTF8&psc=1

SkynyrdRocker posted...

He could very well have actually died

just like SomeThomas

Unlike most people here, I actually really liked him :(

Red_Frog posted...

Do you hang out with them individually?

Yes. Not that often since we graduated high school.

jsb0714 posted...

That's just your desperation to feel accepted.

nah.

wwinterj25 posted...

Sounds like they are not your friends and just tolerate you out of pity.

tbh this is how I feel but when I'm with them they seem like they genuinely like me.

Last month my friends and I planned to get together.

One of them bailed so the plans fell through.

Two days later they get together without telling me.

I confront them and they act like that it was a separate thing that they had been planning for weeks despite the fact that they did everything we had planned on doing.

The next week we get together last minute, probably because they felt bad.
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Flash forward to this week. I tell them that I want to get together again before I leave for a month next week. They say they only have one day off this week (today) and are busy. I am offered to hangout next week on the day that I leave, of course I have to decline.

Now I'm finding out that they all got together again without me tonight.

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What do I do? I'm pretty pissed off but I don't want to confront them again.

Lokarin posted...

TIL there are no ethnic republicans

about 20% of black people and 25% of hispanics are Republican.

Lokarin posted...

They aren't just picking up dogs off the streets... they're farmed dogs that go in a pink slime mincer

yup...just like cows and chickens.

Zangulus posted...

is this the only thing you people post on this board?

Y'all stuff your faces with cow, pig, and poultry meat on the daily.

joemodda posted...

Did you try showering and getting a haircut?

I do both things regularly (well, haircuts maybe once every two to three months or so)

RCtheWSBC posted...

THEGODDAMNBATMA posted...

RCtheWSBC posted...

Yeah but how ugly are you really?

honestly probably like a 5.5 or 6/10 but I'm fat so if I lost weight I'm be a good 7-7.5.

You could probably get some. It ain't going to come to you though.

i know that cuz i just got low self esteem and no motivation.

wwinterj25 posted...

You know I've seen loads of girls with unattractive folk so looks isn't everything. A large bank balance is also acceptable.

I do have the latter, but I'm not just going to tell people that.

RCtheWSBC posted...

Yeah but how ugly are you really?

honestly probably like a 5.5 or 6/10 but I'm fat so if I lost weight I'm be a good 7-7.5.

RCtheWSBC posted...

Did this just become an incel topic

no because i dont hate women or blame them. I blame myself

LinkPizza posted...

THEGODDAMNBATMA posted...

with whom

A human would be good...

But, if you're not choosy, you can just find a hook-up. You can do that many way. Dating/hook-up apps, going to a bar/club, even through friend, etc...

you my friend are assuming I am attractive.

Kyuubi4269 posted...

So put out.

to whom

LinkPizza posted...

Go have sex, then...

with whom

Feels bad man!

Muffinz0rz posted...

Dragon Ball Z and Pokemon are pretty short

haha

Something short and sweet, 13 episodes, something with closure and good characters and adventure!

Metal Gear Online did the exact same thing on the PS3 and nobody complained then.

I'd say I'm depressed and not really happy with my life, but I'm not suicidal. Is that weird? I have a lot of things to look forward to and I'm excited to experience them.