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Spiders, heights, and drowning.

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My therapist told me something similar. That I'm not worth his time. Because on that week I skipped my weekly hike that he suggested I do, and had been doing for 2 months.

I believe that was the last time I saw him. Either that one or the next one. I just canceled all my remaining appointments. That's been about 4-5 years ago now.

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Yellow posted...

Oh yeah, sorry, I was insensitive.

@Yellow Nah man, you're good.

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Far-Queue posted...

Unless they were asymptomatic...

Sorry for your loss, @KogaSteelfang

Thanks. My uncle also died in April, and my 44 year old cousin died later last year. It's been a pretty rough time.

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My aunt died of an unknown respiratory condition back in late January. Nothing they tried helped, and was hospitalized just before Christmas.

I'm not saying it was Covid19, but it's been suggested by a few family members that it could've been it. Then again, they were allowing visitors back then with no restrictions, and no one else got sick. It was most likely just an unfortunate coincidence.

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I did know that.

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Give me the money. I'm already living a sexless life.

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Oh awesome. I didn't know you worked in it too. You guys did great!

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Providence and Olympia.

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36 here, soon to be 37. I know the feeling.

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Yeah, but there's no chance of that.

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Obviously.

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KassgaSteelfassng

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BettyWhite posted...

being single for a long time is ungodly depressing.

This. I just want to experience what it's like to be in a relationship. To be loved, and have a physical connection too. It feels like a huge part of life is missing, but I can see everyone else enjoying it in their lives. It's frustrating.


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Yeah, but I wish he wasn't.

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Barely slept a wink last night. Get t up at 5:45 this morning for work. Worked. Came home and had some spaghetti. Now I'm just sitting in my room relaxing.

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He wasn't naked, but he exposed himself at me. Saw much more of him than I ever should have.

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Hahahahaha!
*Deep breath*
Ahahahaha!
*Wipes tear*

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NeonOctopus posted...

Damn. I'm not saying she's a thot. But she's a fucking THOT >_>

She did have that reputation for a while.

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I don't think so. If there was a 10th then I missed it. Saw some chatter on Facebook from classmates discussing the date for it back then. I asked about it and never got a response. Saw a few other things pop up suggesting there might have been one, but I guess I wasn't invited.

I really doubt I'll be invited to the 20th in a couple years. If I am, I don't think I'd go anyway.

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NeonOctopus posted...

Da fuck lol. I feel real sorry for that couple but they're both probably dumb as rocks to allow that to happen too

I think it was different father's each time. They moved away as soon as she found out she was pregnant the first time. Moved back right after she had the second, then immediately got pregnant again.

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Being a huge loser seems to work for me.

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Yeah, there were a couple. One became pregnant by her boyfriend and they got married, and kept the kid. Geez, that was forever ago, kid is an adult himself now I guess...

There was another that ended up having like 3 kids by the time we graduated. Her first was at 13 iirc, then another at 16ish and another right after.

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I don't think so. Did have a slight cough for a couple of weeks right when things were first shut down, but I tend to get a cough really easily. No other symptoms at all.

Guess it could've been it(really doubt it), or possibly had it and not had the symptoms though.

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Last of us, Ratchet and Clank, and maybe Mario.

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Yes, unfortunately there are people close to me who oppose the vaccine. Not vaccines in general, just this one. Also they think the whole thing is mostly a hoax and are still on the "it's just the flu" train.

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Definitely Sackboy and Spider-Man. Probably Horizon and Demon Souls.

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No, that's where I belong.

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Bolle_Henk_ posted...

If you can't get laid with Tinder, you wouldn't have had a chance in real life either.

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No, dad is actively and openly ashamed of me. Mom too, but she thinks it's a secret.

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Guns_of_Verdun posted...

I mean most people.

Not literally no one.

I like that theory because it means the slapfights you have with them throughout the game gain some meaning. You keep beating them down and everytime you do they get weaker.

But that makes no sense.If time works that way.

1. Killing them wouldn't matter, they would just go back to before you killed them.
2. If they could choose, they would start from the earliest part of the timeline that began to differ. Not the latest where the timeline is already altered. That would be impossible to work back from. You see throughout the game that can't undo things they got wrong. Such as them having to break Jessie's leg because she didn't break it at the reactor. They couldn't just go back to the reactor and break her leg, they had to do it in the present in the slums. Or when they had to kick Wedge out of a building instead of just going back and making him never arrive.

They clearly are not omipotent. Somehow they are stuck in the same present the player is at.

Aerith was also trying to alter events. She clearly knew more than she let on, and lied about it several times. Perhaps she had previously tried to save Zack before the game begins, but failed because of the whispers. Once they're defeated in the future, they might not be around to have stopped her previous attempt and he was retroactively saved like the avalanche guys were.

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I just imagine alternate universe Koga is really kicking life's ass. Y'know the equal but opposite thing. He's gotta be something pretty great over there.

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Idk, I always thought life was about getting married, and starting a family. That's been basically my most important goal on life. Now, that it looks like that's not going to happen... *Shrug* I'm kind of directionless. I feel like I've wasted my whole life up till now, and having to look forward to for the rest.

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It's certainly up there.

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*sigh* Figures, mines apparently a spectator watching other guys get BJ's.

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Didn't feel like it did much of anything for me.

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Or they do know and I just suck.

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Healthy: Meh, I guess. No major known issues, not exactly eating right or exercising much though. So somewhere in the middle I suppose.

Well adjusted: Heck no. I don't really cause issues because of it, but I have difficulty around other people. Tend to become devastated emotionally quite easily, and focus on things I really shouldn't care about.

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Gray/turqoise

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Yes.

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6. Never had a date to fail/succeed in.

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I wouldn't mind a single mom. Pre-made family? Heck ya!

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Lucky... They keep giving me the run around about whether or not I'll get anything.

First I was denied, figured that was the end of it. But I was told by all my co-workers to call, so I did and was told on the phone that it was a mistake. To fix it I need to file a new claim and call again. I did that and she said I'd start receiving my payments.

Then I recieved 3 rejection letters and one saying is start getting payments and backpay until April 4th.

So I've been waiting for a month and got nothing. Plus I messed up reporting my hours for the weekly update. I called to report the mistake and ask about my payments. I was told that I never qualified and need to file a second claim. I told her I already filed that claim again, and she's saying now that I'm not eligible at all.

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I'm not really familiar with my family's history/geneology. I only know anything about my mom's dad. One of his parents was of German descent, the other was Native American. Beyond that, I have no idea.

My dad's family are all dark skinned. That's all I know there. I just say I'm white though.

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Was never allowed to "question" their authority. As in, ask questions like where we're going, or what's happening.

Being blamed for everything wrong in their lives. Dad used to tell me he wished I was dead because my eye and hair color are different from his.

Asked if I could borrow the car to go to the mall once. They said they'd report it stolen and put me in prison for auto theft if even touched it.

Was taught to never defend myself when being attacked. Even so much as defensively raising my arms to block a punch or slap would escalate the situation into either a harsher attack or weapon use.

When I told them I was looking for an apartment, and possibly a room mate, so I could move out. I was told that anyone who want me as a room mate would just be using me for money, and end up raping and torturing me to death...

Told my entire life that I'm no good for anything, no one would ever love me, and that i'm a total failure. This one hurts the most because it turned out to be true.

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