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TopicWhat keeps you coming back to this site?
KogaSteelfang
06/14/18 4:48:22 PM
#9
The lack of any real social life.
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TopicI have a SHOCKING revelation about this chill02/Sanctuary business
KogaSteelfang
06/13/18 8:06:52 PM
#34
TheUsualSuspect posted...
Zodd3224 posted...
I never even got to wrestle anybody before it ended..m

@KogaSteelfang and I had quite the match

This is true.
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TopicChemo #5 coming up in a few hours. Almost halfway done treatment.
KogaSteelfang
06/13/18 12:51:42 PM
#10
Sounds like you're doing well, staying in seemingly good spirits from what I've seen. Good job, you've got this in the bag.
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Topic$10,000 but you have to live with MegaTech for a year
KogaSteelfang
06/13/18 8:24:20 AM
#3
Leanaunfurled posted...
There's no downside, vegy.

This.
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TopicDoes any one else get so infuriated when ugly guys get 11/10 gfs
KogaSteelfang
06/13/18 8:23:18 AM
#12
awesome999 posted...
Just disappointed

In myself

This. Makes me want to crawl into a hole and never come out.

Only once though did it actually kind of make me angry(at myself), my previous crush at my old job was very attractive. I assumed I had no chance, plus she was always being hounded by the other guys and I didn't want to just be another guy chasing her, so I never bothered to try anything.

One night though, she was acting unusually friendly towards me. It was strange, and I'm still not sure if she was flirting, but it got my hopes up a little bit that she might be interested. Later, the other female employees were suggesting that she and I date because we'd make beautiful babies lol. That went on for a few weeks, right up until I mentioned that I would date her if she was interested. Then all that talk stopped suddenly. I'm guessing they told her and she shut them down. :/

Now she's with some random guy she met. It didn't bother me that much that she found someone else, but when I saw his picture on Facebook, it kind of felt like a gut punch. I'm sure he's a great guy and all, and maybe it was a bad picture, but that's when I realized that based on looks I definitely had a shot with her. >_<
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TopicDo you Salute dudes who can fuck girls on the regular?
KogaSteelfang
06/13/18 7:30:42 AM
#11
ThatMuttGuy posted...
Honestly no because sex isn't a huge deal.

*flips a table on you*
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TopicDo you Salute dudes who can fuck girls on the regular?
KogaSteelfang
06/13/18 4:53:15 AM
#2
I occasionally get insanely jealous of them, yes.
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TopicATTN: guys that are desperadoes for a GIRLFRIEND, and are depressed cos they
KogaSteelfang
06/13/18 4:44:26 AM
#9
Ok, for me personally, it feels like there's a huge part of my life that's just missing, and I want to experience that part. I want to know what it's like to be loved by someone, and to be in love? There are so many things a girlfriend can provide that I can't get alone, companionship, love, romance, sex, a potential future family. I want to experience those things. I definitely don't want to hit 40 and still be a virgin. >_>

Being a forever alone is only a small part of why I'm so depressed and hopeless all the time, but it feels like finding a gf would do a lot of good in my life. It'd boost my confidence and self esteem, it'd make me happier, it'd encourage me to make bigger more helpful changes in my life. Plus it seems like one of the easiest changes one could make. All it takes is meeting someone who wants to give you a chance...

Not having one reinforces a massive amount of negative thoughts I have about myself. That I'm not good enough, that no one wants to be with me, that nothing but a piece of human garbage. I know it's selfish, but I feel like having a girlfriend would go a long way in fixing those thoughts. As long as she'd be a positive influence in my life, I don't see why it'd be a bad thing to have one.

Apparently I'm wrong though. Apparently I'm completely unfit to date anyone, would bring in too much baggage, make them unhappy, be too clingy, and ultimately ruin any relationship I find just to end up hurt worse than before when I get dumped. It's one if the things I want mist out if life, and I'm far too pathetic of a person to manage it. Not self hating there, literally have never even successfully asked anyone out or been asked out. I'm worthless to everybody, and I really just want to be wanted.
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TopicHow did you find gamefaqs?
KogaSteelfang
06/13/18 4:20:18 AM
#16
It was around '98 or '99 I think, when I was in high school. My school was poor and didn't have many computers, and I didn't have one either. The only people allowed to use the computers were the ones taking a specific class. Eventually though they replaced those computers and moved the old ones into the library for anyone to use. I often ended up with a free period, so I'd spend the time in the library, and since I could now use the computers, I started looking up game related info. Which led me here, I think I was looking up Pokemon info.

I didn't make an account until several years later though, and then for the longest time I stuck to the gaming boards and was afraid of the social boards. lol
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TopicATTN: guys that are desperadoes for a GIRLFRIEND, and are depressed cos they
KogaSteelfang
06/12/18 11:42:48 PM
#2
I'm too tired to answer right now, I'm gonna sleep, but might answer tomorrow when I can I think better.
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Topicthere is nothing wrong with guys who aren't "tall"
KogaSteelfang
06/12/18 8:35:15 PM
#8
joestarrr posted...
find different women

This makes it sound so easy to find someone.
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Topichow old were you when you reached your adult height?
KogaSteelfang
06/12/18 6:23:48 PM
#22
I'm not sure. I was 5'10 at 18 and assumed that was it. It wasn't until years later that it was measured again and it turns out I'm 6' now. Not totally sure when that that happened. Sometime after graduating high school though.
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TopicIf you're not saving yourself until marriage DON'T even fuckin TALK to me BRO
KogaSteelfang
06/12/18 2:56:32 AM
#15
I always wanted to wait for marriage, and that was the plan for a very long time. Then a couple decades passed without even a date... Now I'm thinking marriage is an impossibility and now I just want a gf and experience it that way.
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TopicI want to marry my girlfriend
KogaSteelfang
06/12/18 2:08:02 AM
#2
Has it really been that long? Congrats!
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TopicGod fallout shelter on ps4. Post here and ill name people after you.
KogaSteelfang
06/11/18 6:34:31 PM
#38
Kimbos_Egg posted...
everyone but KogaSteelfang and blaze are beta males <3

Awesome. Also, I just got the game for Switch, I didn't know it was on anything but phones till this topic. Thanks!
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TopicGod fallout shelter on ps4. Post here and ill name people after you.
KogaSteelfang
06/11/18 5:46:26 AM
#22
Put me in, boss!
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TopicIf you woke up in da morning next to da above poster, would you smile or cry?
KogaSteelfang
06/11/18 5:45:06 AM
#7
Cry I guess.
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TopicHow many living grandparents/ great-grandparents do you have?
KogaSteelfang
06/10/18 5:55:04 PM
#2
0 as well.
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TopicChill is losing it, removing everyone from that gifted CEmen board
KogaSteelfang
06/10/18 5:25:33 PM
#95
shockthemonkey posted...
Leanaunfurled posted...
Can you stop, Koga? all of us have been nice and thorough with you, good lord.

Who is Koga anyway? I got a weird PM

I'm just a nobody, sorry I bothered you with a pm, it won't happen again.
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TopicChill is losing it, removing everyone from that gifted CEmen board
KogaSteelfang
06/10/18 4:48:40 PM
#90
shockthemonkey posted...
KogaSteelfang posted...
Leanaunfurled posted...
BJ-blazkowics posted...
like, they talk about their issues and all that?

Yep, like that. The topics are 100% about that, but it's made to be a place to feel safe doing that kind of thing. the Discord is more casual.


This doesn't apply to everybody, apparently.

Are you Hoth? Cuz it applies to pretty much everyone who isnt Hoth.

No, but I must be just as bad as him then.
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TopicChill is losing it, removing everyone from that gifted CEmen board
KogaSteelfang
06/10/18 4:42:55 PM
#88
Leanaunfurled posted...
BJ-blazkowics posted...
like, they talk about their issues and all that?

Yep, like that. The topics are 100% about that, but it's made to be a place to feel safe doing that kind of thing. the Discord is more casual.


This doesn't apply to everybody, apparently.
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TopicDo you look your age?
KogaSteelfang
06/10/18 8:12:56 AM
#4
People always seem to guess I'm about 10 years younger than I am. I'll still very rarely get mistaken for a teenager though, which is a 15 year gap from my actual age. Most of my mom's family looks young, which is a really nice trait to inherit.
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TopicCE are you wanted
KogaSteelfang
06/10/18 2:28:59 AM
#41
DocileOrangeCup posted...
I'm glad to see you back though!

Thanks.
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TopicCE are you wanted
KogaSteelfang
06/10/18 1:52:09 AM
#39
Law - No.
As a romantic interest/partner - No.
As a friend - No.
In general - No.
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TopicIt's Friday night, why are you on CE?
KogaSteelfang
06/08/18 10:10:53 PM
#12
Heading out to work in 10 minutes. >_<
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TopicHow's your Friday going, PotD?
KogaSteelfang
06/08/18 8:20:57 PM
#3
Not great, couldn't sleep last night. Tried sleeping in late today but my cousin had the tv up full blast and I couldn't, so I got up and turned it down. Then he got on the computer and turned it up all the way, I asked him to turn it down and he did. Then right when I fell asleep again the lady that owns this house showed up with some workers to do electrical work here. They were here all day long and kept calling on me for help. They finally left 2 hours ago and I tried sleeping again only to be woken up by the tv again. I'm just going to stay up, gotta leave for work in a couple hours. I'm not in a great mood right now, so hopefully I can sleep tomorrow.
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TopicWhy are you a bad person?
KogaSteelfang
06/08/18 3:29:26 PM
#5
I don't know, I just am, and it is my fault.
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TopicI watched a movie last night. Can you guess what it was?
KogaSteelfang
06/08/18 2:16:50 PM
#23
Coco
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TopicI want a girlfriend, but at the same time, I don't
KogaSteelfang
06/08/18 12:34:09 PM
#55
Aculo posted...
having a significant other, or even companionship with the opposite/same sex isn't for everyone, ok?

you do you, don't let the 'norms' of society dictate what you should be doing, ok?

That's what I want though, more than anything. I don't care about being normal or what anyone thinks about it. It's been tearing me up that I can't find anyone to be with, but now I'm thinking I probably wouldn't be capable of enjoying it even if I could. Idk, maybe it's just better this way, I'm not exactly the best when it comes to emotional stuff. I just want to know what it's like though, for once, before giving up completely.
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TopicI want a girlfriend, but at the same time, I don't
KogaSteelfang
06/08/18 10:57:47 AM
#53
I kind of feel the same way, I desperately want a relationship, but I struggle to deal with people. Especially for extended periods of 1 on 1 time. I'm not sure I have what it takes to be in a relationship with somebody.

It feels like it'd be something that would make me happy, but when I think about it realistically, it seems like most of the things people generally do are things that annoy/bother me. I still want a relationship, at least to see if I can make one work, I'm just not convinced any more that I could.

I'd try dating if the opportunity arose, but it's not like I have anyone interested anyway. Idk, maybe it's for the best that I'm alone. I always thought I'd be able to find somebody who understands my shortcomings and could learn to tolerate them, and that I could do the same for them, but I think I'm just not capable of that.
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TopicIf you suddenly became rich would that solve all of your problems?
KogaSteelfang
06/08/18 9:17:42 AM
#14
It wouldn't fix them all, but a lot of them would be greatly reduced.
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TopicCE, are you rich?
KogaSteelfang
06/08/18 7:14:19 AM
#5
No, I'm pretty broke.
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TopicTake the Rosenberg Self-Esteem Test! (link)
KogaSteelfang
06/08/18 6:59:05 AM
#3
6
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TopicWere you born before or after 1991?
KogaSteelfang
06/08/18 6:35:49 AM
#20
'83
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TopicHow bad is your daily work commute?
KogaSteelfang
06/07/18 6:10:27 PM
#27
40 minutes each way.
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TopicKogaSteelfang
KogaSteelfang
06/07/18 4:41:06 PM
#59
Firewood18 posted...
Isn't it great how one random person can fuck up your day and then make you paranoid about losing your job?

Grain of salt, man. Don't let it get to you.

It's ok, I wasn't worried about the job, just frustrated that I had so many unhappy people to deal with after they finally get settled. It was a rough night. Especially over something I fixed right away, and was basically her own fault to begin with. Like, if you're so concerned about being overdrawn, why would you empty the account you were using to book rooms with? I don't understand at all.
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TopicKogaSteelfang
KogaSteelfang
06/07/18 4:29:05 PM
#57
Revelations34 posted...
Man is this a shady hotel? I haven't seen one have a cash option in years.

Nah, it's not shady or anything. The cash option does suck though, so much extra work just to get paid and deposit it in the safe with a paper trail I can use for the audit.

Chewster posted...
Wait, why did a couple have two rooms? Do you charge a flat rate per room, or is there a per-person charge?

I think per-person charges are a little bit bullshit, but taking an extra room seems a bit suspicious, they could've had three or four unpaid people there.

It's a flat rate per room, and they had a separate room for their adult children they were traveling with. That was also a problem for her, she wanted the rooms to be joined together, but we don't have rooms like that. Plus their rooms weren't side by side like she wanted.
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TopicKogaSteelfang
KogaSteelfang
06/07/18 4:10:33 PM
#54
Firewood18 posted...
Koga! Koga! Koga!

Any good hotel stories yet?

I had one couple that reserved 2 rooms with a debit card. When they arrived and I checked them in, they never told me they wanted to pay cash, so since the rooms were reserved with a card I simply checked them in with that. I asked her to verify if that was the payment method she wanted to use, and she went off. Turns out she had emptied the bank account explicitly so we couldn't charge that card, and was shocked that I still had the option to do so. She started threatening me and saying she'd have my job if I made her go overdrawn.

It was a simple fix, even if I used that card she wouldn't have been charged until they checked out the next day. I just went back and changed the payment method to cash, but then she refused to pay cash for either room because she was adamant that I had already charged her debit card. It took nearly 40 minutes of me and her husband talking her down until she finally decided to pay. I had like 15 people in line behind her after that. While she was throwing a tantrum, the other people were griping about me messing things up and causing the fuss, but once she was gone they all started complaining about her instead. It was a mess and I'm certain they filed a complaint against me.
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TopicKoga is still blocked :(
KogaSteelfang
06/07/18 3:53:09 PM
#26
Thanks.
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TopicKogaSteelfang
KogaSteelfang
06/07/18 6:36:45 AM
#52
Hey!
*waves back*
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TopicHow old were you when you first had sex?
KogaSteelfang
06/07/18 3:31:46 AM
#43
I'm 34 and haven't yet.
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TopicKogaSteelfang
KogaSteelfang
06/06/18 9:50:44 PM
#42
Sorry if I worried anyone, I'm fine. My life is frustrating as ever, and I'm still not sure I like my new job or not, but all in all everything is fine.
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TopicKogaSteelfang
KogaSteelfang
06/06/18 8:12:28 PM
#34
ThickDaddy posted...
Oh didn't read the topic, glad you're ok. This is Stupid Pirate Guy, I'm back, of course.

Welcome back!
I really didn't make any type of suicidal comment, someone brought up a discussion I had with my former therapist from almost two years ago. He got the conversation wrong, and I corrected it. Which is what got me blocked again. >_>
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TopicSo last night on twitch, this Korean lady tried to get into a coconut
KogaSteelfang
06/06/18 7:32:54 PM
#25
My one cousin tried to open one once, he put it on his belly and put a knife on the opposite side and tried to pressure the knife into it. It slipped to the side and he stabbed himself in the belly. >_>
It wasn't a serious wound, but a trip to the ER later and he decided he didn't want it that badly after all.
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TopicKogaSteelfang
KogaSteelfang
06/06/18 7:27:00 PM
#28
Thanks for the concern guys, it was a misunderstanding that got me blocked this time. I'm fine, it just took them a long time to restore my account this time.
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TopicKoga is still blocked :(
KogaSteelfang
06/06/18 7:20:05 PM
#21
I'm back, it just took them a long time to restore my account.
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TopicKogaSteelFang needs out help guys :(
KogaSteelfang
05/28/18 5:15:30 PM
#44
Never mind about closing the topic now. It's a dumpster fire, just let it burn out on it's own.
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TopicKogaSteelFang needs out help guys :(
KogaSteelfang
05/28/18 5:10:49 PM
#37
Aloner posted...
No. When he constantly insults himself it's like he's insulting any of us who are in the same situation or worse.

Sometimes the world sucks and you're not to blame. Bootstraps theory and just world fallacy are BS. Have some pride.

It's because I'm a useless, pathetic, piece of shit, as evidenced by the above opinions. You, and anyone else similar, are not.
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TopicKogaSteelFang needs out help guys :(
KogaSteelfang
05/28/18 4:43:57 PM
#6
Close this please, when you get the chance.
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