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what would happen if you just fed it to the baby?

rodu_jr posted...

Do you eat it raw or do you cook it?

from what I saw you can cook it like liver and onions or put it into pills

Amazon_Shampoo posted...

wackyteen posted...

I'd sooner chop off my left leg and start randomly assaulting people with it before I did that.

*insert Zarna yelling "Disgusting" here*

But would you eat your left leg after?

Zeff, is that you?

I'd sooner chop off my left leg and start randomly assaulting people with it before I did that.

*insert Zarna yelling "Disgusting" here*

Cupnoodle fest.

And what happens with the unplanned children?

Amazon_Shampoo posted...

TheCurseX2 posted...

Lesbian

"If I have kids."

Don't think you have a choice in the matter there. Maybe you should learn what you are before you spout anecdotes ya' fuckin' gym teacher.

There are actually a lot of choices out there. I just honestly don't believe I am currently mature enough, or ever will be to properly raise a child.

A child is something a HETEROSEXUAL man and HETEROSEXUAL woman create. It's not a fuckin' pet shop. You disgust me with your social experiments. /spit

Lesbian

"If I have kids."

Don't think you have a choice in the matter there. Maybe you should learn what you are before you spout anecdotes ya' fuckin' gym teacher.

How would you test them?

Would they have to take care of a tester baby for a few months and then a tester toddler for a few months?

Where would you get the children from and how would you make the process legal?

Are you guys seriously telling me that after you pump a few kids out, all girls, you're not going to sit there and have that moment of soul-rending disappointment that not one of them is a child you can buy Transformers for, play ball with, watch them slay pussy upon pussy in their teenage years, become lawyers and doctors and drive convertibles and continue on your legacy?

Because if you read all that and you went, "doesn't appeal" then you're why men still buy leather pants. Hell, you probably own a pair. With a SIDE ZIPPER.

BWAHAHAHA

I'm allegedly good at games.

Except they are 17+ years old

and everyone is a nostalgia hater.

ToadallyAwesome posted...

Go back 7 years to create a weird variety stream that cant die.

I dont know how any streamer breaks into Twitch or other streaming media these days.

well i mean its not like no one can do it. i wish people would stop saying this. what, all people watch the same 5 twitch streamers and thats it? and if they quit twitch goes out of business?

Giant_Aspirin posted...

have boobs, wear low cut shirts and giggle a lot

edit: men can do all of those things

fair enough.

Amazon_Shampoo posted...

If you get really really good at CsGo or Over watch you could probably get a decent crowd, but you would need to be really good, like pro level.

Same if you could join a top 10 MMO guild or something.

im bad at games.

Medussa posted...

repeat after me. there is no such thing as a religious business. you are either a business, and non-profit, or closed. if you want to be in business, you have to follow those rules. if you want to be a religion, then you can turn away all the people you want. but you can't have both at the same time.

explain women only gyms

Amazon_Shampoo posted...

Discrimination isn't ever a good thing. I feel like this went too far, but I don't feel they had the right to refuse service.

So businesses are legally obligated to serve anyone who comes on to their property?

At first I thought you were going to get the oil on your switch changed...

Overlord

S2 starts in January!

Amazon_Shampoo posted...

Not at all. I strongly believe people are entitled to their opinions even if I don't agree with them. I am happy living my life, and if people don't like it they are welcome to feel how they feel, it wouldn't be right for me to force my world view on to them.

You clearly have much thicker skin than I do. I'm paranoid enough about what people think of me now. I don't think I could handle all the judgment and disdain thrown at people for being fat. If you can shrug it off and be happy doing your own thing, I admire that.

I mean, they are synthetic I am certain, but WTF.

Amazon_Shampoo posted...

I honestly would love to know why I find it attractive. I can't say I had any other fat role models in my life or anything that I could cling on to.... not 100% sure what pushed me on such a off the road path really.

Could argue that I used it to deal with not being thin most of my life, but I wasn't exactly huge. Maybe was 160 at the end of high school. So ya, I was a fat girl, but there were tons of girls bigger than I was in school and even in my social circle so I was never really made fun of for it, and didn't have a complex about it.

I do remember when I discovered that I liked women and not men that it was always bigger girls I found attractive... maybe it's tied to that somehow.... but I never had much fear in people knowing I was a Lesbian either.

There's a pretty big stigma against being fat, and many people don't even bother to hide it. Does it bother you when people go out of their way to show their disgust for you?

Amazon_Shampoo posted...

Yes and no, I prefer someone nerdy that I can get along with as the number 1, but if I am going for looks alone than ya, bigger the better. I prefer someone more hip heavy than top heavy.

That being said I can find attraction even in kinda chubby girls if they carry it well enough, but ya...... I can honestly say there is no limit to how big someone could be before it wouldn't be attractive anymore.

Playing armchair psychiatrist for yourself, do you have any thoughts on why you find fat so attractive? I mean, these things are pretty complicated, but were there ever any moments you look back on as leading to where you are now?

Amazon_Shampoo posted...

I am totally up to answering anything you guys want to know. I don't feel at all the need to hide all that.

What size do you look for in prospective partners? As big as possible?

Amazon_Shampoo posted...

and who says CE aint educational

Amazon_Shampoo posted...

KazumaKiryu posted...

Amazon_Shampoo posted...

I actually gained weight as part of a fetish I have. I was about that size at my biggest. Since then I have dropped out of the scene and weight less then half of my old weight.

Some people actually really love the feeling of weight gain... and it's hard to explain but the mortality that comes with it gives it's own high.....

Ya, I know I'm messed up.

What scene is this? Tell us more

Well, I got involved in it on a really old web form back when I was way too young to be involved in things like that. It was called.... PAWG or something... Pokemon & Anime Weight Gain. Used to be like the pinnacle of weight gain stuff back when even bbw porn wasn't really as much of a thing. I really got invested in the girls who posted there, and somehow got it into my head that I wanted to be like them.

I mean, I was a chubby girl most of my life... but these girls were huge, I wanted to be just like them. It took me until my late teens before I started to activity try to gain weight. I guess pressure in school to stay thin and to keep in my social circle kinda held me back.

I started off just being stupid, eating Mcdonalds every day, large milkshakes 4 times a day, all sorts of stupid things.... I realized it would kill me even sooner than the weight would. So I moved to just large amount of carbs like rice and potato, Breads, but still made sure to eat normal vegetables to try to stay some form of fake healthy... it made me feel a little better at least.

Well, with this and minimal exercise I ended up gaining fast. I loved it, I loved how it felt as I started to outgrow clothing. How it felt to have people stare at me. Everything about it was how I envisioned it to be... but the extra food was expensive.

I turned to fetish sub reddits and cam sites to make some extra cash to continue to bulk up. I never did full nudity... but honestly people who are into this all they want to see is your belly and butt... some leg here and there. I never even needed to do much for topless. So... in my head it felt ok.

I had my fun, lived my teen years and early 20's doing what I dreamed about most of my younger years. About a year ago I decided to drop out, delete all my content on my sites, close everything I had and get to a weight where I could live a semi normal life.

It was rough, I have lost nearly 300 pounds in about a year and a half of keto and 2 hours a day of exercise. I don't plan to go below 300, and I know that will still lead to an early death, but it is more like.... my 50's vs my 30's if I had kept going. So I'm fine with that.

Edit: That being said.... if I could be beyond massively fat and not die from it I would do it without a second thought.

TLDR I like fat! but want live!

This is one of the weirdest things ive ever read.

Amazon_Shampoo posted...

I actually gained weight as part of a fetish I have. I was about that size at my biggest. Since then I have dropped out of the scene and weight less then half of my old weight.

Some people actually really love the feeling of weight gain... and it's hard to explain but the mortality that comes with it gives it's own high.....

Ya, I know I'm messed up.

What scene is this? Tell us more