What do you do with insurance?claims adjuster
they arent hiring here
at this point for my own mental well being i need to leave the industry altogether. i legit have trauma, as embarrassing as it is to say
I flinch when I'm home alone at night because I think I hear my work phone ring
i was job hunting but ive become too burnt for thatConsider this the first step to improving your situation. Take on job hunting incrementally. Work on your resume today, apply to 1 job listing another day, etc. Make it a routine that you tackle bit by bit in a way that's manageable. You're right, you don't want it to burn you out or overwhelm you. It has to be a sustainable effort.
stopped exercising, socializing, cleaning, even stopped enjoying games
tried to fix that a little bit this weekend, I cooked for the first time in a long time. deep cleaned my room. caught up on all my laundry including bedding. played fallout for a few hours
I was able to achieve mindfulness I hadn't had in a long time, I was enjoying the moment for what it was
exercised yesterday too. I knew I wasn't actually getting better, just actually able to take advantage of the moment for once. and now at the moment has become "work", I'm instantly back to burnt
I would like to resume looking for jobs but on weekdays I just go home, shower, and hardly even scroll
I suppose the answer is to search on weekends, I can do that this weekend
I mean Id definitely find another job because there is a push for more and more to get auto adjudicated. I wouldnt be surprised if IT is working on some AI program to take over stuff that is now manually done.yea
I have this same feeling literally everyday I go to Walmart lolmy condolences. I did retail for 6 years before this, this or that, they're both hell
Consider this the first step to improving your situation. Take on job hunting incrementally. Work on your resume today, apply to 1 job listing another day, etc. Make it a routine that you tackle bit by bit in a way that's manageable. You're right, you don't want it to burn you out or overwhelm you. It has to be a sustainable effort.i actually at the very least did update my resume when i started looking a couple months ago. and i get certified in handling waste material cuz it was just 30 bucks and a course/exam. id like a cleaning job but they pay so little
"is today the day i blow up/crumple"Dude apply every place you can. I had 28 applications at same.company to get where I'm at
10 years in insurance
i genuinely hate how much of my mind this occupies. venting it out here is all i got til next therapy sesh
bloooows man
just sucks that its monday again alreadyFeeling this myself today lol
I know youre at the end of your tolerance for the job and its been really bad for your mental health over the last year but just look forward to the fact you are near the finish line. Later this year you move with your partner and you wont be doing this anymore so that has to help somewhat doesnt it? You can see the finish line and its not far away. Then things will get much better.the thing is, it is now incredibly hard to see further than like a day or week out. this is downright oppressive. there is olympus mons standing between me and the finish line, so unfortunately the fact that this year is the year isnt any help anymore
Dude apply every place you can. I had 28 applications at same.company to get where I'm atyea
Feeling this myself today loltake my energy |o|