i was job hunting but ive become too burnt for that
stopped exercising, socializing, cleaning, even stopped enjoying games
tried to fix that a little bit this weekend, I cooked for the first time in a long time. deep cleaned my room. caught up on all my laundry including bedding. played fallout for a few hours
I was able to achieve mindfulness I hadn't had in a long time, I was enjoying the moment for what it was
exercised yesterday too. I knew I wasn't actually getting better, just actually able to take advantage of the moment for once. and now at the moment has become "work", I'm instantly back to burnt
I would like to resume looking for jobs but on weekdays I just go home, shower, and hardly even scroll
I suppose the answer is to search on weekends, I can do that this weekend
My fate was the grandest, most brilliant of them all.
He/Him