20, because I was a dork until I was about 15 or 16, then spent the remainder of my time until this basically being oblivious and driving people away with my ugly duckling syndrome... Like flaking out a couple of times regarding what was certainly a guaranteed three-way with two girls that seemingly had a crush on me that I went to school with, or the king of them all, a bunch of masturbation jokes, followed by her saying she was going to take a bath and her door was going to be unlocked (I lived 10 minutes away). I'm not kidding you, I had such low self-esteem I wrote it all off as nothing.
To be fair though, I hate that it always falls on the guy to overtly move on anything. All they had to do was be blunt and they could've totally done stuff with my wiener. I wasn't saving myself, I was just a fucking dumbass. My biggest fear regarding sex, that I'd take forever to get laid and be with somebody experienced and look like a jerk, would've never come to pass. I was basically fine from the start anyway and was avoiding early opportunities I had starting in about grade 10, if I had to guess.
"message parlor" ? do you mean the post office ?
- SlayerX888
