yutterh posted... Had a friend that committed suicide in highschool. Came to my house to try to talk to me about it and I sent him away because I wanted to be anti-social. Apparently he had a brain tumor and judt killed himself instead of waiting to die. I have never gotten over it and I blame myself for at least not being there in his final moments. So fuck you for saying people would jsut get over it in a week or two.
Yeah I spent the last few hours with my old TA named Robbie Babcock before he shot himself in the heart. His folks were getting a spanorce. I too had guilt wondering if i had done enough. Do you think the weight of your guilt outweighs the pain of your friend?
Speaking as someone who has been 52-50, survived attempts and an overdose, I'm skeptical. The last few weeks I've been thinking, what's a way for a human to totally disappear? People only get sad once the news is out.
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