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Last Post: 9:29:10pm, 02/28/2020
I haven't posted in a while, but I've been skimming and reading the topic every once in a while. Glad to see you're pushing through it, TC.
One thing I want to touch on is you mentioning the lack of emotion on her part at the first meeting. I think the easiest way to explain it is that she probably started disconnecting from you a long time ago. So as time went on and no changes were happening, she continued to seperate herself, emotionally. it's going to sound shitty when I say this and I apologize, but she's probably less stressed and feels relieved by the change of pace in her life.
If you ask yourself honestly, how would you feel in her shoes dealing with yourself? Do you think you could tolerate it for as long as she did? it's a tough question to answer, but I personally know I couldn't and I know how it feels to become detached emotionally by someone. It's a scary thing how one can love and care for you and then one day just stop.