Poll of the Day > Hi guys

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Working for a living sucks

anyway how are you

off and on cant discuss it on gamefaqs throughout each day

at this point Im just hoping I can find some way to live alone because all I do is make lives around me worse

i'm sad cuz I feel like a guilty puppy that pooped on the floor and everyone is staring

MrMelodramatic posted...

how are you

I finally moved to a new state and got a new job to boot. I found a relatively cheap place to rent. But now, I'm worried about losing my job; management halved my hours for this week, much like how Roxas' bad mood halved his level on that day he dreamt of Sora losing his Keyblade and being abandoned by Donald and Goofy. In any case, life has been better; it's certainly improvement from the dysfunctional household I'd grown up in. I wish I had done it much sooner. But now I face the familiar crisis of finding meaning and purpose in my life --- the same crisis with which I had been struggling for many, many years. I shall not expound it for fear of reiterating myself as I have done in the past. Today, I called this department store to ask about their stock of oranges. I figuratively tripped over my words on the phone due to a combination of not having socialized in-person with anyone for such a very long time and crippling social anxiety. Now I'm afraid that I had made myself seem like a bit of a buffoon today. In spite of my feelings, I realize that ultimately, these shameful feelings do not really matter in the end.

Landlady found out her husband drank away their savings, severely damaged the house with illegal and unpermitted "repairs", (that purposefully neglected important parts of the structural integrity of the house, like the roof) and murdered her pets in an attempt to force her to sell her home (he has told everyone who will listen that he wants to go live in a trailer out in the middle of the wilderness and is also in his late seventies) and he counselled her to fraudulently sign documents that will earn her $50K fine for each document (five and counting) and has escalated his ongoing harassment campaign over the last two months.

Single bedrooms in Southern Ontario right now are going for $2000 plus utilities, my current rent is $600 all inclusive (hydro, heat, water, internet, tv) and the Landlord Tenant Board has an eight month backlog just to receive a file number to eventually get a hearing date. Housing in Ontario is a nightmare, 100K homes selling for well north of 1M+ and apartments last built in the 70's are horribly outdated, with many developers opting for building "luxury condos" (where luxury means it's wired for the electric and has indoor plumbing, with a nice coat of paint, and connecting either to the outside world is an extra luxury you will have to pay on top of everything else) Social housing has a minimum 10 year wait period in most municipalities.